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- Story Listed as: True Life For Teens
- Theme: Love stories / Romance
- Subject: Relationships
- Published: 12/10/2016
My whole life is a lie. I thought from a young age that being straight or gay was your own choice, but growing up in a religious family surrounded by faith and no gays you would figure that you would be the same , but not me i'm the outcast.
As i grew older i come to realize that being gay wasn't a bad thing that it was just as normal as a man and women being together. The more i grew on the fact that being gay was alright i started noticing that i was having attraction toward both men and women. There was multiple times that i even developed crushes and feelings for both genders , as i became more engulfed in my feelings on this matter i started doing research. I would spend most of my time in my room on my computer as i do now searching up videos , reports, and any information i could find on being gay, how to determine if your gay, and other things.After months of doing research and thinking i had come to a conclusion that i was not alone gay but i was bisexual indicating that i could fall in love and be with both genders. Now after finding out i'm bisexual i have to figure a way to keep it a secret form my family until i move out because if any of my family was to ever find out before hand i would probably be disowned and forced to leave my home. I want to tell them as soon as possible when i move out and hopefully they don't react the way i think they will,i want them to accept me and i want them to support me and to just be happy knowing i'm happy, but even if there not happy and disowned me i won't be ashamed for the choices i made i'll be proud that i had enough courage to be able to stand up and tell them i'm bisexual.
Growing Up Not Believing(Jenna Farley)
My whole life is a lie. I thought from a young age that being straight or gay was your own choice, but growing up in a religious family surrounded by faith and no gays you would figure that you would be the same , but not me i'm the outcast.
As i grew older i come to realize that being gay wasn't a bad thing that it was just as normal as a man and women being together. The more i grew on the fact that being gay was alright i started noticing that i was having attraction toward both men and women. There was multiple times that i even developed crushes and feelings for both genders , as i became more engulfed in my feelings on this matter i started doing research. I would spend most of my time in my room on my computer as i do now searching up videos , reports, and any information i could find on being gay, how to determine if your gay, and other things.After months of doing research and thinking i had come to a conclusion that i was not alone gay but i was bisexual indicating that i could fall in love and be with both genders. Now after finding out i'm bisexual i have to figure a way to keep it a secret form my family until i move out because if any of my family was to ever find out before hand i would probably be disowned and forced to leave my home. I want to tell them as soon as possible when i move out and hopefully they don't react the way i think they will,i want them to accept me and i want them to support me and to just be happy knowing i'm happy, but even if there not happy and disowned me i won't be ashamed for the choices i made i'll be proud that i had enough courage to be able to stand up and tell them i'm bisexual.
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