Ashlem in hell.

Ashlem in hell.(Judy) Ashlem recounted her experiences to Visna that day.
"Visna look I loved that man too much to think about my welfare."
"Ofcourse you can say that again. Can't you stay alone!"
"I built my whole life around all that vanity. Where am from we are smart and smarter than the average."
"Ashlem I know you hate us for what we did but see our life, this is all we know. See where we live. See where we show to people as our home, see the drunk men we date marry and devote to."
"Devote what I don't know what you mean. I built my whole life around that vanity and now I end up here in hell."
"So you don't love him."
Tears filled her eyes. Visna was only six and the nicest of the rest. "Ofcourse I love him. Infact I love him so much."
"Good so forget him now. Our men are ok. They drink, they are silly and don't know book but they are nice, fatherly and don't really see the need to be girls that much."
"You think so?"
"Yes."
"So start working hard to end up with one of our men."
"Visna. I can't I want to get back to him and share the magic moment we had."
"Which magic moment you are both just using yourselves. I learnt you were mental before him and him, he was moody before you. So you see, you are both just using yourselves to be happy which is wrong."
"Maybe. But listen to this. Its a crime to be happy oh!" If you know what happened to me as soon as he declared that we were together."
"Yes, he came in dressed as a woman and you did not know. And tried roughing you up."
"Yes. He did."
So what else.
Some people beat me up.
Some men tried to rape me.
Yes!
So many things happened. I was injected so I couldn't tell what from what.
I now know he was the one who came in dressed as a woman and gave me a painful anal.

Jesus! Visna was swelling with laughter.
So you were in a sleep painful state when all this happened.
Yes I was injected.
I can't forget all this!
"Why did you get involved with him ashlem you are very pretty, and you can have anything you want from anyone. Let's do it.

Do what?
Let's lie together.
Really?
If we do I will help you, if we don't, you are a big fool and in so much deep shit.
Ok.
Ashlem lay together with Visna. After some minutes they were done. What's the point of this since you are a female.
Maybe but its all good!


Ashlem sat by herself and Visna brought her some ice cream.
She ate it all up and filled her tummy.
Visna became very nice to her. And gave her some food. Then votuk the oldest found out and suspected them.

She reported them and ashlem got sent to a remand home.

In this remand home they ate once a day. While they ate some cabin biscuits everyday and drink water or some cheap drinks to fill their tummy. They were hungry.


Ashlem raised her eyes up to God and said and prayer.

God you created man and woman to mix up. Spirit of God you did this and went behind my back to offset my stage. You made men like women for what reason and made womanhood the target for what purpose on earth. God you went behind my back and made men like women and they can't stop doing that. Second you lied to my man, that I have been doing without him. I just want you to know you are a betrayer and that hunger and starvation will kill me here. I want you to know you have succeeded in humbling me enough. You made man for woman and gave me the part and went behind my back to hate on me and pick on me and hate me for playing my part and bring shame and shit on me. I am going to tell you this. Enough. I have lost all the joy I found in this man!