Married To A Cult Leader

Married To A Cult Leader
By Ekona Del Rey Monroe


He had the double barrel shotgun pointed at me
He said that the time has come,
And there's no need to be scared anymore
He told me that he loved me,
And that none of this was supposed to happen
That he didn't want to ever hurt me,
That no one is going to save us
I try to convince him to stop and to put the gun down
And think about what he is about to do
But he just looked me in my eyes and said that
It soon will all be over
I told him that I loved him and that everything is going to be ok
He said he loved me to and that he knows everything is going to be ok
He looked at the time and it was 12am
He looked me in my eyes and said that he loved me one last time
Before he put the shotgun in his mouth and shot himself
He's last words was that he loved me?