The To Do list

1. Wake Up: Make sure that under any circumstances do not look in the mirror! You can’t bear to see yourself, no one can.

2. Get ready: shower, change, and listen to mom yell at you for doing everything wrong.

3. Getting there: If the yelling stopped and you got to the bus stop on time, stop. Just stop. Don’t talk to anyone while you’re waiting for the bus or even when you are on it. It’s not like you have a choice, you don’t have any friends.

4.Before class: Get some food, take your happy pill, and talk to the “weird kids” (the only place that you actually fit in).

5. Classes: go to your classes and try to be smart. Since people barely like you, just ignore them, focus on your school work, and try not to mess anything up.

6. After school: If you have art club then just go and ignore the world for two hours. If not then you will get picked up early and get taken to your new therapist. Now you have intense therapy (I guess that an hour a week wasn’t good enough. Now you have 3 hours three times a week.)

7. Get home: Take a shower, do your homework, and eat. Then you can have fun or just be happy for about an hour, if you are lucky.

8. Argue: Your mom walks in, kills the mood, and just argues with you for half an hour or until she gets tired.

9. SLEEP: You need it. Get comfy on whatever you are sleeping on tonight, whether it be the couch or the bed. Regret everything that you did throughout the day. Wish that that day never happened.

10. Wish you were dead...

11. Repeat…..