I do not know what tomorrow holds for us, what I have learned over the years is that we really have today to appreciate all that we have. It is not to think that it may not be with us tomorrow but that life is short and precious, it deserves to be taken with care and cherished for as long as possible and for as long as we can and as we breathe.
It may appear shocking but my love, life is the most crucial and thin crusted token we have and love is but the bulk of that token of a feeling that can only be shared so much. I do not have it all nor do I promise to do it all without faults. I am a human being and I do make mistakes. It is this that has made me to acquire this small token of our love together. To wish it to be the best and to last a bit longer and for a life time if possible.
I ask that you accept this small token, and please note down our special moments together, take comfort in knowing that I truly love you and wish to continue loving you more, I don't know how to promise and show you that you are truly embedded in my heart, my mind really longs for our love.I can however say that I truly love you and can see that you too truly love me.The hours you spent out of your day these past few weeks just talking to me and prioritizing me over your daily task, is amazing and no man can ever not appreciate this. when you wake up in the early hours, I wish to be the first thing in your mind but not to deter you from being an independent woman but to make you feel that there is more that we can achieve together.
I ask that you remain a free spirited being, love me and I too will love you.The words can not expand more than I would like them too, perhaps I have not enough words to express how I feel and how you make me feel. You make living a blessing and if this is what true love is, then it must remain with me, when you take that cup, I want you to think about me, believe in the unknown and trust that we are honored by the man above. I can not make any guarantees but surely I can try and be with you and you too should try and be with me for all the right reason, be willing to work on this with me, it does not help to have a one sided relationship with one person fighting for it, so that it remains alive.
If being with me becomes toxic, I trust you will have the courage to truly lay it out with me and lets find a solution together perhaps we can teach each other and learn new habits, that can only make us, remain strong. It is not wise to only merits our love to things that can be touched but these small tokens are just to commemorate and uplift our love, to demonstrate that we are together and you are not dreaming and I too am not. Material things such as money should never drive this relation, I promise to love you as you have shown who you are, I hope that you to will do love me for who I am. I believe in freedom of speech and that everyone is allowed to use their brains, use them as they keep the relationship afloat, if I appear scary, angry, its OK that is life, I am human I can listen, just find the right moment and the right words, which only time will make you know them and me in particular, it is also for me to know you more.