POV: Your old student tells you a story and needs your advice.
Hey, ms. y/n, recently I did something I truly regret and I can't take back what I did. I feel really guilty and I want your opinion on what should I do.so here's what happened: A few days ago My friend Jessy called me rude names and I was really upset about it so I started being mean to her (calling her names, talking about her to my friends so they wouldn't like her either, embarrassing her etc.) but nothing physical. Today I put dry glue in her hair and lied about it...and after that, she was really upset and I tried apologizing to her but she didn't wanna hear it and thought I was being sarcastic.
later that day at lunchtime when I was walking with my other friend Jocelyn and Jessy kept on looking at me and laughing and I thought she was talking about me to her friends, Jocelyn saw I was upset and then she told me to go and confront her, I didn't really care that much but I didn't want to look weak in front of her since she is cool I guess. so I went up to her and said "so I heard you were talking about me" and I can't remember what she said but everyone around us was saying things like "YEAH GET ON HER HEAD" "SHE NEEDS TO GET FOUGHT" and "PERIOD". so like everyone was on my side and were hyping me up and her other two friends were standing there just watching. I felt uncomfortable but as I said before I thought it was cool and she stormed off right when I was still talking and everyone around us was yelling at her and telling her to leave and saying she's weak and stuff. I felt bad because that's mean and we used to be friends but I thought I was being cool. Then after she left her friend got mad and said "I hate that you guys think bullying people is fun, she didn't even do anything wrong and you're over here being rude for no reason" and she started ranting about how she thinks we are bullying her, then I said "you don't even know the whole story so you cant assume that I'm bullying her. " even though I knew that this was bullying. soon a staff member came over and asked what's going on and I lied about it and I said its all fine. then we went to class and when I was doing my work Jocelyn email me and said I should fight her then she added Alex, who is my ex I still have feelings for, and they both said I should fight her and Jocelyn said she has beef with her too, and maybe we should jump her. Now I don't like jumping or fighting in general so I immediately told them no, but soon they pulled me into it and we said that we were going to fight her passing period but she never came out of the classroom. then they changed it to after school and I was against the idea because my grama picks me up and I do not want my grama to see me fighting but they kept on yelling at me and saying to do so. and I said yes...
I didn't want to but I thought since Jocelyn was in the fight also then I could just let Jocelyn do the stuff and I just watch but Jocelyn did nothing... so everyone was yelling at me to throw hands and punch her but I was too scared so I just pulled her hair and kicked her leg. Everyone was mad at me and then it was too late to do anything else so she just walked away...
I went home and cried and started thinking what are people gonna think of me when I go back to school tomorrow, or will people bully me?
I don't want to go to school tomorrow I just want to stay home forever or move schools. this whole thing backfired on me and I had many chances to say no but I didn't.
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Authors note: This is a true story I changed the names for respect.
this is a story that is a bully's POV
y\n means your name