Don't lie to yourself(Sasha) Sometimes it seems that no one understands you.
It seems that among the 7 billion people living on the planet, you are like a black sheep, invisible and unnecessary to anyone.
It seems that the whole world is against you.
Nobody needs your problems, and nobody needs you either.
You stop communicating with your friends. With society. And then you completely close yourself off from the world.
You hide your feelings, your desires, your thoughts, emotions.
You feel anxious, grab a few panic attacks. You think that's it, now it's the end.
You are alone. Friends do not need your problems, and psychologists only need money from you. Deception is everywhere. The world is drowned in lies and injustice.
You exist within four walls and you are afraid. What?
There are seven billion people in the world, maybe more. Everyone has their worries, everyone has their problems. Murder is happening somewhere. A man is dying somewhere. A child is born somewhere. Someone is sleeping. Someone is listening to music. Someone is thinking about death.
We are all different and we all have problems.
Don't be afraid to admit that you are unhappy at this time. Don't be afraid to admit that this is not the best time in your life. Do not be afraid to admit that you are jealous of people who walk by your house and smile and laugh. Don't be afraid to accept yourself. If you feel that you cannot overcome your loneliness and fear - do not be afraid to say "I need help". Say it out loud. Admit that you need help. There are so many beautiful things in the world, do you really want to spend your life in suffering, in tears, in sadness? Loneliness isn't bad. If you feel that you need to be alone - be. If you feel like you want to cry - cry. Even for no reason. Just because you want it. Don't hide your emotions, don't hide them from yourself.
You are human. You will do everything. Not for the sake of others. For yourself. Don't you deserve to be happy?

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