The life everyone deserves.

The life everyone deserves.(Judy) Long ago, everyone had a goal. It seemed like to achieve a similar feat as others. I knew this that everyone had this goal. There are certain things that make life less of what it should be. Today everyone is empty and bored when relaxed. The reason is that being greedy, being selfish, being overt is indeed the bane of human fulfilment.
Every woman had a dream. It looked like this. I want to be a woman who exudes ecstasy. A woman who can pleasure everyone, man and woman alike. A woman who can please anyone to a state that is heavenly. A woman who is also thoroughly and awesomely pleased.
I had that dream too. Indeed I did. But when coming to the world, I don’t know about you but I put it into consideration that I had to put something first and that is reality and ensuring that things work for everyone essentially the welfare of all.
This was impossible for most. They began a show of the womanhood they wanted. A womanhood where they can also control, mesmerize and hynotise the men with sexual antics.
On the other hand I wanted tangible and lucrative gains. Wifehood, motherhood, love, popularity and fame, success with a smashing career and eventually indeed happiness all round. The other women wanted something else.
They kept talking about how sacred things were and how they wanted to end up in one very deep and see I am trying to find the word, enchanting and powerful brand of a womanhood. The idea was something they could never do away with. Later I heard something quite early as a child about a queen of heaven and of earth.
It seemed right to these women to want to be some sacred queen with such status, ruler of heaven and of earth, because they found reasons, every thing should depict equity for every woman and free and fair play where everyone enjoys the same status I mentioned. They also had other reasons, love, happiness and all.
Today we are stuck in hell because these woman embarked on a rigorous massacre of anyone who could be involved in future utility or improvement of utility. The men joined in too and if this be a comic relief revealed such selfish tendencies and that is to never in anyway miss being in the ‘centre’ of the spotlight and essentially never having anything to do with anyone when it comes to victories of such sort.
The pain is endless and that talk is for another day. The truth is that I cry on somedays when I think about my helplessness, in the face of the terror. I have learnt to not feel any empathy or common ground with any human being, but seeing the children, the young ones so immersed in hurt is so upsetting. Some have taken to crime and have been raped of their innocence by the terrible discomfort and at certain times pain.
I cry and cry and there is nothing in sight to console me because I have never had a life and I was not guilty of the whole sabotage of such utility caterers or do I say supposed contributors. I just wish to say that I am horrified and want everyone to see the terror and impending doom.