The Inner Cosmos(Charles E.J. Moulton) The Inner Cosmos

Article by Charles E.J. Moulton

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Prologue: Our Need for Affection

Where are we?
Does anybody know?
We all have our inner universe. Each and every one of us. We are microcosmic worlds that need the respect and honest intention of other microcosmic universes.
Everyone is a universe.
That's it.
But somewhere between our caves and outer space, we drifted away from our true nature. Now we have become so immersed in the construct and infrastructure of society that we think that this infrastructure is our true nature.
We mistake medicine with health, religion with God, sex with sin, meat with a full diet and lawyers with justice.
We expect tolerance from others, but give no tolerance to others in return. We have forgotten how we used to be before society took total control of our minds, telling us what to think. Generations have passed, ideas and perspectives so anchored into our beings that we think we cannot change these views, even if they contradict nature and common sense.

Many people seek the answers outside of themselves, overmedicating, overfeeding, overlearning, overactivating, overdrinking, overthinking, overscreaming, overshooting. Mostly because they didn’t get enough love.

We have become extreme. If we had been looking in the right places, we would have found the answer by now.

Neither fame nor money will give you what you need.
What did Lorenz Hart write in Richard Rodgers famous song "Blue Moon"?

"I heard somebody whisper:
Please adore me!"

The human need for affection will lead him to the depths of outer space, but he won't find his truth there. If he does not get affection, he gets addictive and greedy.
His search has to begin within.
All you need is love?
John Lennon, you are a genius.

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Part One: We're in a Maze

So how did our lost affection lead us into this labyrinth?
Did we get brainwashed to chase money? Provide other people with money? See ourselves as valuable first when we became rich and famous?
Then what?
Keep being famous until you end up in rehab?
There is a fabulous line from a Star Trek: Voyager episode:
"May all of your dreams come true but one, so you still have something to shoot for."
The road is the way?
Something like that.
Either that or "wisdom cannot be bought, only earned."

Basically, we are hungry for affection.
Society provides us with constantly less of that and told us the lie we are supposed to deny that, so we began chasing the almighty dollar and saying God wanted it that way.
God just shook his proverbial head and sighed.
But then when we got it, we sat at home wondering why we were still not satisfied.

"Hey, guys, I just need love!"

Well, how ever we got here is irrelevant.
How can we find our way out?
Do we need to leave the maze? Or can we just look at this maze objectively and thereby see it for what is: a very elaborate game to avoid the obvious?
Being in this world but not of this world. A very wise angel once told me that if it makes you happy, it doesn't matter of it's true or not, because it is true to you.
So what is your legacy?

Let's just ask ourselves what would happen if the internet broke down, if satillites would fail to send signals to our machines or if we had no electricity to power our vast society. Most of us would be lost. Totally lost. Digital money, digital communication, digital work, even digital love.
We live in a virtual world.
We are also rarely seen without a machine of some sort that nourishes this virtual world.

In the film "The Box", Frank Langella's character Arlington Steward complains about mankind's dependency issues.

"We are born in boxes, go to school in boxes, travel to work in boxes, watch shimmering boxes in our free time and in the end our bodies end up in boxes."

Depressing thought, huh?
There is an uplifting reason for the hint, though.
Screenwriter Richard Kelly and short story author Richard Matheson might be uttering a plea for us to reconnect with our inner nature. We should try to rely more on things that do not nessarily necessitate outer circumstances to give us a good experience.
Trusting ourselves.
Loving ourselves.
Being ourselves.
Being one with everything.
Being happy with little.
Doing to others what we would have them do to us.

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Part Two: The Chimp with the Hard Hat

Let's ask ourselves what a system breakdown would mean.
Growing food? Hunting food? Building our own houses? Walking to work? Giving birth? Talking to each other?
Have we sacrificed our natural humanity in order to become arrogant junkies?
Could we even communicate without smartphones?
Now, I will admit that it isn't quite that bad, but the fact is that we are the only creatures that need to tools to survive.

Just picture that elephant in his blue collar mending a fuse, the chimp in his hard hat at the building site or the gorilla taking off his suit jacket and having a smoke after work.

A tiger doesn't need clothes, cars, knives, guns, planes, shovels or bulldozers. Everything an animal is born with he uses.
No more. No less.
The animal kingdom would not have a problem with society breaking down. Not that it will. I am just shifting the perspective here. I think nature has even profited from the quarantine.
Animals are capable of telepathy and even trees help each other out.

Why can't we?

A society in symbiosis with nature can never be too advanced. But a society that abuses nature cannot be too low.

The animals never abandoned the circle of life like we did.

We are so far away from this circle that we see ourselves as separate from it and from nature itself.

But what if we aren't? What if it is absolutely true that we are all one with everything? What if science and spirituality can prove that things are way different than we think they are?
Would we then be willing to change?

Can we return to Eden?
Could the lost son actually come home?

Could Adam and Eve go back?
Would they realize that shamefully covering themselves and separating themselves from everything else was the problem all along and not sex?

If you still think sex is a sin, why is it a way for couples to express their love for each other, why do we need to like it in order to create children? If quantum energy particles mingle and become one, sex is the ultimate spiritual experience. In fact, it is two energies becoming one and a mirror of the next world. The Hindu practice of Tantra and Kundalini Yoga shows us that sexuality and spirituality are linked. The whole universe makes love to itself, creating abundance. The bees collecting the nectar, Yin loving Yang, the moon loving the Earth, the Earth drawn to the sun, the sun revolving around the Milky Way. Try to separate the one from the other. It will fail. Yin needs Yang. It just depends what he does with his energy.

I am not saying we should step out of the system. But I am saying we should realize we are souls living in bodies and guests here. We have lived before. We will live again. We are energy. Energy is eternal. Take a bird's eye view.

It does not matter how many likes you get or if people agree with you. It matters if you live your dream, if you are happy and if you make other people happy, including yourself. Harmony and peace matters.

In order to find the source, we only have to search within for the truth.
We would not even have to give up our superfluous lifestyle.
All it would take would be a different mindset.

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Part Three: Distractions

The mindset is inner peace.
When I teach acting and singing, I ask my students to start by being quiet, heightening their attention. Listening better, noticing more things, looking and finding, feeling, smelling, touching, tasting. Stage presence, or presence in general, is awareness.
Focus.
Emotional focus.
Not intellectual.
Distraction is a problem.
If you want to control someone, distract them.
A person with focus has the control.

Just take a look at the people waiting at a bus stop or a train station.
99 % of the people shift in their step, check their emails, chew on their scones, shift again, drink their coffee, look at their watches, shake their heads at why the bus or train isn't there yet, walk a bit, scroll on their smartphones and scratch themselves again. And those are just the actions of the first minute.
Humanity has become addicted to activity and people are increasingly told that if they are not enormously famous, they are worthless.

"Oh, your YouTube channel doesn't have a million subscribers yet? What is wrong with you?"

Every YouTube-video is interrupted by some money guru that tells you he can help you become a millionaire in less than two weeks.

We are addicts and society wants to keep it that way. That way, we provide the makers of addictive goods with money. We run away from finding ourselves and keep finding the people in power. And because the world is overflowing with information, true and false information, we simply give up and choose not to make up our minds.
We have become sleepwalkers.

We are addicted to coffee, alcohol, sweets, smartphones, money.

We are even addicted to our opinions. In fact, when we are contradicted with opposing opinions we become like spoiled children that have their ice-cream-cones taken away.
We are streamlined, weblinked, profiled, facebooked, instagrammed, snapchatted. We drive expensive cars, drink fine wines, shower every day and buy more food than we can ever eat. And we complain about it.
"Oh, the price of that has gone up. And they are closing my favorite shop. Did you see that politician, by the way? He drives a bigger car than me. He lives in a bigger house. He is to blame that I have a headache. And, oh, yes, he is gay. Off with his head! Put it on a pole in front of the palace! And, oh, kill the boss of our guerilla movement. He just told me we should not behead the gay guy! Behead everyone! Including me! Oops, no change that... "
Anger, like love, is an endless energy.
It will devour everything in its way, including yourself.

But love is also an endless energy.
The difference is in the outcome.

Have the methods we have used so far to run the world worked for us?

Who or what do we give power?

Since the industrial revolution changed society forever, population has exploded and the commercial society was born, creating a world where marketing is everything.
There is more information in one Sunday issue of The New York Times than one 12th century person knew in an entire lifetime.
Every supermarket cashier can create a website, linked to a YouTube channel, that will make him look like a superstar. If you play your cards right, you could become a billionaire in less than a year. But there would still be people starving that would have absolutely nothing.
It's your choice.
Would you rather do this or that ...

Barry Levinson's black comedy "Envy" from 2004 is Hollywood's best parody of modern society. Jack Black plays a man who becomes a millionaire by inventing a spray that makes dog poop disappear. He becomes the "Caca King".
Yes, today you can easily sell shit with right PR. Just distract the buyer. Keep them occupied. Even the ancient Romans did that. But does that make doing this right?
Do something not to get rich.
Do it because it feels good.
Get rid of dependency.
Float into love.

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Part Four: What Really Matters

"I wish that everyone could become rich and famous so that they understand that it is not necessary to be rich and famous."

Jim Carrey's spiritual awakening is by now legendary, not only in Hollywood. His quote is exhillarating. He is among the many celebrities that rose to the top only to find out that being on the top changed nothing on a personal level. Money, fame, smiling in front of a thousand cameras, all that is fine and well. Cameron Diaz, Tony Hale, Tom Shadyac and Lady Gaga are among the stars, however, that have spoken out about fame not being what it is cracked up to be.

Sharon Stone formulated it well. The reactions to her immaculate beauty ranged from "I love you. You're beautiful!" to "I hate you. You're beautiful!"
Basically, people believe what they want to believe. Either it is based on fear or on love.
That, though, was based on the superficial idea of what she was supposed to be or who people thought she was based on her looks.
Looks can deceive.
One Hollywood director claimed that the guys who play the villains often are the nicest guys on set.
We tend to think nobody can be smart and beautiful at the same time. If you are pretty, why should you bother to study? You could just become a playgirl or a model. But the Vogue covers are well lit and the models are made up by million dollar visagists and then photoshopped. College graduate lawyers have started modelling to pay off their fees and had massive success that enabled them to change jobs. Cathy McCarthy was accused of being a free time bikini model in addition to working as a lawyer. The reason? Her peers feared a bikini model would not be taken seriously.
But why do we judge beauty?
What are we assuming here?
That smart people have to be ugly or that frilly and feminine women can't be intelligent?
Isn't all that actually based on envy?
Do we envy other people's beauty, success and fame when we ought to  appreciate our own beauty, success and fame?
How do we define these things?

David Bowie said his definition of success was if the finished product was exactly like the original idea.
Is that not really the nature of success?

Different cultures and eras have had different definitions of what is considered successful... or beautiful. Long necks, long heads, long feet, opulent bodies, thin bodies, pale skin, dark skin. We all have different tastes. So what is beautiful? We say love makes everything beautiful. Isn't that enough to go on?
Go beyond the stereotypes, do not accept your scepticism. The rewards of not accepting clichés are marvellous.

Basically, we look to celebrities as role models, what one should be or even not be. The problem is that we think stars are different or more than us. We also believe life will change enormously when we have money. People have sunk into the deepest possible depression when they realize that fame and money changed nothing.
In fact, although the benefits are obvious, seeing lies printed about you in the press written by someone who never met you is a real downer. Especially since the world then has a view of you that contradicts everything you believe in. And because people believe what they read that kind of thing gets a life of its own. Soon people are dragging you to court, throwing your bodyguards lawsuits they are not allowed to take, in hope of getting rich, just to prove that it's better not to be rich and famous, because you are and they're not.
Wars and revolutions have been based on lies, the revolutionaries holding posh soirées in the same palaces as the hated regime.
If we are generals in a banana republic or just quabbling couples in a marriage, basically we all just want affection and attention. And we have promised our devotion to certain viewpoints. Because people are impatient and insecure, they take the quick fix and start blaming the obvious, even when it is an illusion.

Take Marie Antoinette. This frilly 14 year-old (Take your average teen, is she ready to be a Queen? Was Marie?) was forced into an unloving political marriage with a clumsy and impotent boy and made the Queen of France. She was only human, practically a child, knew nothing of marriage, let alone about sex.
She was told her main job was to obey her husband and give birth to a boy. But her boyfriend hated sex and couldn't make up his mind about anything. He had been chosen as crown prince because his father died.
His brother made fun of him.
To top it all off, Marie had people following her around even when she went to the bathroom.
The couple were literally up shit-creek.
They had inherited a bancrupt kingdom.
Marie ended up having a nervous breakdown, just like the Princess Diana, fleeing into her own world.
France blamed the youngsters for things that were not their fault and beheaded them.
Twenty years later, the monarchy returned as if nothing had happened.

What do we learn from this?
We have to add things up, make up our own minds and not necessarily choose the obvious.

We have to become mathematicians. Not the kind of mathematicians that work on numbers, subtracting and dividing, but the kind of math that uses common sense to add things up.

Our problem is that many of us still think our brains still provide the perfect answers. But as you will see, there are by now countless successful experiments, scientific and spiritual proof that life is much more than we think we are.

We are first and foremost spiritual beings and love is the only answer.
Here's why.

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Part Five: Experimental Proof

Here's what we have proven so far:

1) The morphogenetic field exists. We have tested this on dogs, pigeons and humans with time-clock-precision. It proves that beings connect over long distances emotionally and simultaneously, which is connected to electron entanglement. This is energy, not physics. The dog, for instance, will know to the second when the master decides to come home. When we think of someone, that someone is likely to think of us.
So, yes, we are all connected.
The military has researched similar projects and discovered "remote viewing". The implications are that we all can train the ability to sense spiritual entities, angels and the like, remember past lives or even perform as normal tasks as trusting an angel to take care of a loved one. The morphogenetic field includes the spiritual world and it is electromagnetic, like we are and all our cells. Healing your own fear and anger will also set souls badly connected to you free or bring souls positively connected to you closer. During a recent visit at a friend's apartment, I clearly saw my friend's aura, a glowingly brillant hallo-like thing, and a subsequent male angel rising from her head. She confirmed she had a male protector there that had told her to get out of her own head. And no, I don't smoke crack or take drugs.

2) Plants have feelings. They recognize people by their intention, if positive or negative. Clive Baxter proved that with electrodes and lie detectors on February 2nd, 1966. You can test this yourself. Simply ask a plant that is not flourishing to grow for you. Give it two weeks.
We give people who are successful at gardening the stamp "having a green thumb". Actually, it is simply a disposition of understanding and mutual respect. Like human, like animal, like plant.

3) Electron entanglement is a fact. Zeilinger, Bohr, Philipps, Heisinger, those are some of the countless scientists that keep proving this. This is scientific but also spiritual. That means that our particles connect over long distances. We are indeed one energy. The Chinese have called this Chi for millenia.
That explains why we sometimes feel an angelic presence in the room. We have proved that everything is energy. Our machines work on energy. So do we. Electromagnetic energy that connects over long distances.

4) Thoughts have actual weight. A German laboratory proved that a decade ago.

5) The soul seems to have weight, as well. That was tested about a century ago.

6) Telekinesis and ESP are facts. A European test center worked with gifted children for one week on this. The children were able to play basketball, write and sense pictures with closed eyes.

7) Telepathy is continuously tested by very critical juries with astounding results. The average correct results are 70 %. Psychic healers work for the police. If we knew how, we could all channel our deceased loved ones. They are energies just like we are.

Here are a few hints that there is way more to life than we think:

1) The world wide proof of correct memories of past lives are overwhelming. Dr. Ian Stevenson, Dr. Erlandur Haraldsson and Dr. Jim B. Tucker are three of the many academic professors that have devoted their careers to researching reincarnation. The correctly remembered accounts of places, people, relatives, death circumstances, family members, nicknames and even addresses and phone numbers have flabbergasted the teams.

2) Near death experiences are common. Over 700 daily in the U.S. alone by roughly 10 % of the population. Some people return with information they did not have access to. A friend of my father's had a heart transplant. His NDE showed him his donor, a young black woman. That information was classified.

3) Syncronicities are enormously common. You speak of a song you have not heard in years and hear someone play it in a car close by. You talk about a friend and he calls. That is the manifestation of energy. Output vs. input. A.k.a. spiritual, divine, soulful.

4) There is no reality. 99,999999 % of everything is empty space. 0,00000001 % is vibrating matter. Nothingness cannot exist, however. Scientists have seen particles appear in total vacuums. The morpogenetic field and the electron entanglement is linked to the ethereal field academics called dark matter. Better put, there will always be more of what you feel.

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Epilogue: Adding Things Up

God is too big to fit into one religion. This Hindu proverb is at the centre of everything. The conscious intelligence of the creator was there before religion.

We have to be different.
If we were all the same we would not be here. So what we need is tolerance, bridging gaps.

Add all the deep truths up and find the revelation in simplicity. Enjoy everything. Give love, receive love. Think positive, become positive. Be honest to yourself, become a truthful person. Be affectionate, receive affection. Balance your energy. And don't forget to collect the energy you want to give.

God's favorite word is Yes.

And he will appear to you when you are at rest and in heightened awareness.
Be aware of your surroundings.
The sights, the sounds, the smells and the touch. Listen, see, hear, smell, touch and feel.
Put away your smartphones and watch the world go by.

In these moments, history is made.

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