Light in the Darkness

Light in the Darkness

Article by Charles E.J. Moulton

***

Look around.
What do you see?
The room you're in, the sun streaming in through the windows, the garden you're sitting in, the café, the park. Your loved one. The telephone or the computer you are reading this article on.
If it weren't for the light, none of that would be possible.

Now imagine walking into a dark room. What do you look for? The light. Imagine that someone is in that dark room lighting up a match. You would see that. You would need that. No matter how fascinated you are with the mysterious darkness, if there were no light, you would never ever be able to perceive the darkness. Like in that Arapaho legend of the warrior that journeyed into the darkness just to be the light, you are the light.

Realizing that each of the 100 trillion cells in your body is the light of 1,4 Volt battery and that your particles are all energy, that changes everything. You are the light. Why else would you sometimes receive sparks when touching electric outlets? Why else would your mood change suddenly without explanation when you get near people with other energies? Why else would you think of someone that calls you the next minute?

This perspective changes how we view goodness of heart. In my work as an artist, I have seen people come up to me with tears of joy in their eyes, telling me that I made them feel something. I have had students thanking me for making them feel welcome. One kind feeling about someone can literally change that person's life.

When you're in the passenger seat of your car, looking out the window during a sunny day, turn your head toward the sun and close your eyes. The sun will probably be shining through the trees as your car whizzes down the highway, creating flashes of red on your eyelids through the trees. If you analyze those flashes, you will see that they fluctuate in and out of existence, not like on-and-off-switches, but slow enlightening and darkening accents of growth and waning.

This fact mirrors how the sun really looks from our perspective. Put on a pair of really good sun glasses and look directly at the sun for a half minute or so. It might take a bit of getting used to, but in time your eyes will discover something new. I discovered a large number of darker spots, those called prominences, and I quickly saw the similarity with the sun flashes that appeared on my eyelids.

There is another similarity: the energy of life itself.
The superimposed electromagnetic photo of the quantum field of the atom taken by Cornell University in 2021 shows the electrons inside a crystal superimposed 100 million times. This image is almost exactly like the red sun-flashes on my eyelids and the prominences of the sun itself.
The electrons are as round as the stars and planets, as round as the belly of a pregnant woman, as circular as the ellipses of the planets travelling through space.
As round as Yin and Yang. Man and woman. Day and night. Up and down. Right and left. Everything in existence amounting to roundness.
The light spot of Yin in Yang. The dark spot of Yang in Yin.
Only through harmonious communication do different forces make sense.
That's why I believe round is the focal point of existence.
Scientists who discovered quantum physics also discovered that we, too, flash. We fluctuate in and out of existence multiple times a second, just like the light flashes on your eyelids. We are swinging particles that sway and vibrate and do nothing else. Our bodies completely renew themselves every seven years. And still we remember everything, sometimes even things from previous lives or get information from sources unknown to us.
We all have, so I have discovered, traces of past life memories left in our souls. Just like traces of scent particles are left in a kitchen where someone burned a slice of toast a week earlier. I remembered places of previous lives that turned out to have looked like a remembered them, even if I never saw a photograph.
The words nothing is physical now take a completely new meaning. People in high states of euphoria have been known to see these flashes. People practicing mutual kundalini yoga or having spiritual or astral sex have reported seeing flashes or even travelling beyond our solar system. What is real? Your perception of it. Your emotion. That connects us all. Therefore, what you do to others, you do to you. Your deeds always reflect back to you.

What you are seeing in solar flashes, the solar prominence and the electron photography, even your own flashes, is energy. On a basic molecular level, everything is electric. But like the new quantum chips based on water, the information is stored, not in the chip, but in the field itself. And because thoughts have weight and auras can be photographed, our electrons connect and things work out best when we trust our gut, our energy. Our information is stored in our field, as well. All we have to do is harmonize our energy centres to see that quantum physics has been around forever. That is all Tai Chi is about. We just discovered that this is what reality is. Flashes of energy. Light.

The road of discovery we humans are currently on is changing everything. We are connecting science with spirituality, sexuality with soul. We are finally understanding that we are part of the conscious God living in our emotional energy, which is why trust and love and prayers work. All we have have to do is to add things up. Syncronicities, quantum mechanics, near death experiences, past life recollections. Those are the signs. The biggest problem is in ourselves. The biggest hope is in ourselves. If matter is an illusion and our spirits are electric, then we are indeed eternal because energy never dies. This all means that everything society produces is just an interpretation of the spiritual world. It is not the real thing.

Love is the real thing. In all its forms, it's the only real thing. Everything else is an interpretation.

Falling in love is like being subjected to a flash of light.
Anyone in or out love will tell you how overwhelming that feeling is. That is because the energy of that other person litarally is inside you. If you are aware of that, you will see that making love is far from just a physical experience, because the materialistic itself is a scientific illusion. When two people have sex, their energies and emotions bind and connect and commune. Two conscious energies become one energy like they are in the next world. That is tantra meditation and a portal to what we call heaven. There is no real difference between that and a hug or just making music together. Deepak Chopra even says the sexual and spiritual energies are the same. If we know that, cheating on your partner becomes totally unnecessary, anyway. Because all we do all day and night long is our energies mixing and blending with each other. A thousand times a day. What you feel matters. Be honest. It's okay to feel something, just ask yourself why you feel what you feel.

Now, with that knowledge in mind, we can imagine that guiding spirits are simply conscious quantum energies outside of their own bodies. It makes perfect sense. Energy never dies.

I have long had a fear of unintentionally hurting people I love, especially when I contradict someone's opinion or demand my own. That is a karmic left-over from a past life. It is like a lump in my solar plexus, a hurt ego. It was a real problem until yesterday evening during a blues concert. I was listening to the band playing my favorite music and realized I had an conscious energy attached to me. I tend to get memories that are not from this life or not my own. I realized now, though, that an old blues musician who died tragically through suidide somehow found himself attached to my energy because he didn’t know where to go. Imagine my relief when I felt no harmful spirit was with me, but just a lost soul. I felt him inspire the blues guitarist I was listening to, who began improvising wildly as a result. He was very happy, the lost soul was happy and so was I.

Now, because I get information from the ether that turns out to be true (past life recollections that prove themselves true, recalled anecdotes that historically are verified), I trust this and my guiding energies give me more information. I know that 17 years passed in a previous life between the death of my girlfriend at the time and myself. I was lynched by a mob. I have worked in the opera chorus for 17 years, a karmic assignment to come in harmony with groups of people my mission. The blues concert yesterday really was about different energies coming into harmony with each other. I heard quotes relating to the concept of "Stairway to Heaven" multiple times. A week earlier, I had the image of my spiritual awakening being a stairway to heaven.

Our good friends and ourselves, we ended up paying the same amount for our food and drinks that night. 71 Euros. Add to that the fact that the husband's innate number is 17 just as mine. It follows him around in addresses and receipts just like it does with me. In a past life regression dream, I saw him as the reincarnation of a past life brother. That, too, makes perfect sense. But I don't have to prove it to anyone. I feel it. That is enough. Like regression therapist and former sceptic Doreen Virtue said, she has cured ailments through past life regression. If these memories are real is beside the point. She cured them. Knowing that correct hunches appear seemingly out of nowhere when we trust our instincts, though, I bet they are real. Life is ultimately about trust.

Basically, we are all here to connect, forgive, and love. We are all inside the womb of Gaia, Mother Earth, from where we come and want to enter through love, toward which we go. Anima is the force of true spirit. Love is the language of the universe, round like the belly of a pregnant woman around which the universe of stars circles. The female womb is the guiding light of the eons. Just like the flashes of light shining through the trees on a summer day through your eyelids. Love creates life and light becomes truth. If you see the light, your life changes forever. Respect women. They are the conscience of the world and therefore the light. Respect your own creative urge. It is a female energy that has inspired and continues to inspire artists around the world. Animus honors love. Anima is love.