Congratulations !
You have been awarded points.
Thank you for !
- Story Listed as: True Life For Teens
- Theme: Inspirational
- Subject: Death / Heartbreak / Loss
- Published: 01/29/2023
.jpeg)
A part of me lives in heaven
I've searched for you everywhere in my dreams. There was times where my sleep use to break cause I got so restless searching for you. I wanted to hug you and tell you I love you and my life is so meaningless without you . I twist and turn at night , I cry till I can't anymore . I wanna scream out to you but i'm afraid you wont hear me ! Can you hear me ? Can you come back to me ? Can you change everything and make it like before with you? can you ? You left but you left me with so much memories that I cherish .
You understood me when no one did !
You loved me when no one did !
You hugged me when everyone left me alone !
You held my hand during good and bad times and even when someone abandoned me you were still there for me , you never left my side but now u did forever ! Now I've no one in my life . This fact eats me up everyday. can you still see me ? Can you ?
Im guessing you can't cause if u did you would of heard my cries at night . I'm so uncomfortable !
You know why ? It's because I only found peace , love and affection in you and only you. I was so comfortable with you . This heart inside me is black. it resembles your death . The day you left u just didn't take your self from me but you took away the colour from my life . I'm heartless. pain doesn't matter cause the pain you've given me can't be healed . I no longer feel the same.
I keep asking God is she Oki ?
Is she happy? where is she ? Does she miss me ?
If she does then please pluck a bunch of flowers and place them in her hand and tell her that I miss her a lot .
A lot has changed in a year. things are no longer the same , happiness no longer lasts.
Every time I look at the sky I question god. he gained angels and I gained pain .
If this is a nightmare then I really wanna wake up and run to you . But it's not a dream it's reality ..
~ Every scar tells a story , where there's a cut there's blood .
Where there's pain there is a reason .
Remember not everyone is lucky as some of you , some of us come from homes where there's no food cause they lost the soul provider. some of us come from broken families.
Some are still depressed. some commit suicide. some end their life after losing a loved one. but the ones that face it day by day are the strong ones .
Remember after every rain the soil is wet so after every loss there's memories ...
Till we meet again ...
In loving memory of
(Vello Yenkates)
A Part Of Me Live's In Heaven(Megan)
A part of me lives in heaven
I've searched for you everywhere in my dreams. There was times where my sleep use to break cause I got so restless searching for you. I wanted to hug you and tell you I love you and my life is so meaningless without you . I twist and turn at night , I cry till I can't anymore . I wanna scream out to you but i'm afraid you wont hear me ! Can you hear me ? Can you come back to me ? Can you change everything and make it like before with you? can you ? You left but you left me with so much memories that I cherish .
You understood me when no one did !
You loved me when no one did !
You hugged me when everyone left me alone !
You held my hand during good and bad times and even when someone abandoned me you were still there for me , you never left my side but now u did forever ! Now I've no one in my life . This fact eats me up everyday. can you still see me ? Can you ?
Im guessing you can't cause if u did you would of heard my cries at night . I'm so uncomfortable !
You know why ? It's because I only found peace , love and affection in you and only you. I was so comfortable with you . This heart inside me is black. it resembles your death . The day you left u just didn't take your self from me but you took away the colour from my life . I'm heartless. pain doesn't matter cause the pain you've given me can't be healed . I no longer feel the same.
I keep asking God is she Oki ?
Is she happy? where is she ? Does she miss me ?
If she does then please pluck a bunch of flowers and place them in her hand and tell her that I miss her a lot .
A lot has changed in a year. things are no longer the same , happiness no longer lasts.
Every time I look at the sky I question god. he gained angels and I gained pain .
If this is a nightmare then I really wanna wake up and run to you . But it's not a dream it's reality ..
~ Every scar tells a story , where there's a cut there's blood .
Where there's pain there is a reason .
Remember not everyone is lucky as some of you , some of us come from homes where there's no food cause they lost the soul provider. some of us come from broken families.
Some are still depressed. some commit suicide. some end their life after losing a loved one. but the ones that face it day by day are the strong ones .
Remember after every rain the soil is wet so after every loss there's memories ...
Till we meet again ...
In loving memory of
(Vello Yenkates)
.jpeg)
Help Us Understand What's Happening
.jpeg)
Lillian Kazmierczak
03/13/2023Megan, that was a sad but beautiful tribute to Vella. You are right, the ones that stay on earth are the strong ones, especially after a suicide! Time does help, you never forget, but pain eventually dulls. I'm so sorry you had to go through that! Congratulations on short story star of the day!
ReplyHelp Us Understand What's Happening
.png)
Shirley Smothers
03/13/2023You expressed your grief so beautifully. Sorry for your loss. This can be the hardest loss to bear. Thank you for sharing your grief with us. Happy short Story Star of the week.
Reply
COMMENTS (5)