Only one sided love can be simping(Ineff muse) In her solitude, the girl, lacking genuine friends or cousins, sought refuge in the realm of school, crafting tales and immersing herself as the characters when she returned home. The monotony broke when she left her cage to pursue university, introducing her to a diverse array of companions. Among them was a guy who not only met but surpassed her wildest expectations of someone who looks at the world with logic.

Their friendship could never really bloom as she was just an observer, as she was just silently grasping the words and thoughts. He was the part of intellectual camaraderi. Each passing day revealed layers of his character that resonated with her own aspirations and imaginative spirit. Yet, the girl hesitated to label their bond, for hiding behind her stories had turned her into an introvert. She yearned to be extroverted, to express the depth of her emotions, but the reality she saw prevented her from risking their friendships with the weight of her unspoken feelings.

As time wove its intricate patterns, circumstances led the first guy, once a vivid presence, to gradually fade from her life. Surprisingly, the romantic hues that once colored her emotions dwindled, leaving behind a lingering admiration for the unique lens through which he perceived the world.

She soon met another guy, a character with a magnetic pull that transcended mere admiration. The synergy between them went beyond shared interests; it was an unspoken understanding, an energy that drew her closer to the other guy, but once again just in her mind. This time, the girl recognized a profound connection—a fusion of admiration and a magnetic force, creating a tapestry of emotions.

Moreover, she recognized a peculiar aspect of herself – she wasn’t generally emotional except when she fell for someone. Hiding her true emotions made her appear overly emotional, talking in a way that could be misconstrued as simpish. Yet, it was merely a facade, a consequence of concealing the depth of her sentiments.

Yet, despite these emotional whirlwinds, she never mustered the courage to express her feelings to either guy. In her eyes, they deserved someone better, someone who could match the depth of their characters and the brilliance of their perspectives. The reality she saw prevented her from risking their friendships with the weight of her unspoken emotions and her reality.

As the chapters of her life unfolded, the girl embraced the ever-changing landscapes of connection and emotion. What began as an isolated existence transformed into a tapestry woven with the threads of friendship, admiration, and the magnetic pull of shared energies—a journey where the characters in her story evolved, and love revealed itself in unexpected and beautiful ways.

Yet, despite these emotional connections, she always stood alone. The silence of her unexpressed feelings echoed in the corridors of her solitude. The girl remained a silent observer, cherishing the admiration and love she felt for those guys from a distance, acknowledging that, in her perception, they deserved someone more extraordinary. She yearned to break free from her introverted cocoon, ready to be extroverted, only if her feelings could have reached any kind of destination. Alas, her journey continued in the solitude she had always known.

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