Imagination

Imagination(Neha Gandhi) Imagination

I keep calling myself a loser because I’m still stuck in this situation. I’ve heard so many rumors about me being the girl he always talks about, and I keep wondering if there’s any truth to it. I thought maybe he liked me, but now I’m just confused by the mixed signals. We don’t even talk, and every time I see him, I feel something that I can describe. I keep telling myself that I want no attachment, but it’s hard when I catch him staring at me and then shyly looking away with a smile. I can’t tell if it’s all in my head or if there’s something more to it. When I walk by, I hear his friends teasing him, and it only makes me question things even more. Is it my imagination, or is there something real here?
I know I overthink everything, but from what I’ve seen, it doesn’t feel like just imagination. Maybe it is, and that’s why I’m so confused right now. I hate feeling like this, and it’s affecting my sleep. Maybe if I stopped thinking about him so much, I’d get some peace at night.
I try to stay calm and tell myself that if he really liked me, he’d make a move. But honestly, I’m not as chill as I pretend to be. When he looks at me and then quickly turns away, I can’t help but wonder if it’s all in my head or if there’s something real. It’s hard to believe I’m imagining it when I hear my name mentioned by his friends and see him looking at me.
I’m trying to be the “chill girl” who doesn’t let these things bother her, but it’s tough. I keep thinking that if he liked me, he’d say something. I try to act cool, but deep down, I’m struggling with these feelings. Every time I catch his gaze and see him shy away, I question everything. Is it my imagination, or is there really something there?