Because of My Stupidity(salma salama) Because of My Stupidity


He: I know that you love me, but there is something more important than love for me. This thing is mutual understanding.

She :(( to herself ) it's not a physics lecture) of course, we don't understand each other totally, but by time we will, and we will know how to deal with each other.

He: would you leave me alone now?

She: don't you want to share what you are thinking about with me?

He: I just need a couple of minutes to relax.

She: not before finding a solution to our problem.

He: you are like all girls. you love searching for problems.

(She doesn't love problems. She was trying to solve a problem that already exists.)

She: you don't love me.

He: I think you want to break up now.

She: no i don't.

He: ok, if you don't just leave me alone.

She: but tell me first why are you angry?

He: nothing.

She: how can you say nothing when your face says there is a load.

He : nothing.

She: you are just not willing to get out of your cave.

He: you are just not getting the "leave me alone" part.

She: I think you want me to leave you alone forever. I'm sure. you don't love me.

He: we are walking in closed circles. Look, I really loved you from my heart, but you are not the girl I am searching for. Try to forget me.

She: (( to herself ) I will never ) Ok I will, but remember that you are the one who broke up.

He: Me ? I am not stupid. you have changed.

(He was really stupid and she has really changed because of his bad manners.)

She: Listen, I don't understand your opinion about kinds of love. I don't know except one. Love that seeks marriage.

He: you are proving to me that you are like all girls.

She: Ok. I am like all girls and I can't complete this nameless relationship.

He:.....(didn't answer)

She: It's obvious that you will not answer. Good bye.



After years........, I realized that she was the one I am searching for, but where is she now? She has a loving heart, but iron will. She refused to disobey God. She is the one who can be my wife and the mother of my children. She was right. There is only one kind of love. Her heart beats with tender love locked in a cage behind steel bars of religion and tradition. I know that even if I find her she will not forgive me. My only and last wish is to find some girl like her.

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