He Means The World To Me

Well, it has been 2 years now since my dad took his life... I really miss him, every second of my life. I never expected that my life would turn this way.

Living my life without him by my side is like the night sky without any stars to shine. I miss every single part of him. The way he called my name, the way he cuddled me when I was feeling sad, I miss them all. 12 years living with him, just went by too fast. I just started to know him, but God just didn't give me the chance to do so. The day he died, was just the worst day of my whole life.

But, right now...
I know he is watching over me and I know he is listening to my prayer. I really hope that I could meet him even if it's in my dream because I miss him so badly.

My life would suck without him.