my imperfect life(rebecca) so.... this is my story...well sometime around 2010ish my father had a well paying job and everything...then he got into drugs and he gambled ...alot and our life went down hill from there. we lost our house and had to live with my grandpa then my dad got a job and we moved back into our old house and eventually my grandma moved in with my mom ,dad,brother,and me. then my uncle moved and eventually i didn't even have my own room. it was hard. then after awhile my mom and dad split then got back together.after awhile everything seemed okay little did i know this was the calm before the storm. my dad had got arrested and gave up on everything didn't pay bills,get a job,and worst of all lost our house again... now its present time march 2013 and as of right now my mom and argue alot. worst of all last week my grandma died the one that we were living off of we are getting kicked out of our house in 30 days.also Sunday is Easter and we've always had Easter and we don't even have money for that right now.my dad has caused all of this and i hate him hes the worst father ever he has given up on everything and my whole life sucks. when my grandma died i turned to the only thing i have and that's the razor blade and it actually helps.i don't know why i'm writing this but it helps alot and don't i have the right to vent do i? well this helps and yes i do have the least bit of worries one night i won't have a bed to sleep on. i just need help right now i'm thinking thoughts i shouldn't be. i need help. i don't really know why i'm doing this it's not like anyone would listen.it would mean alot if you did though.

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