Loving strangers

Loving strangers(Krystal) I fell in love with someone on the Internet. Sounds silly but then again, I am grown and knowledgable so believe what you will. I met Robert via Facebook, then Instagram. He had been trying to catch my attention for far too long before I finally gave in. Within 3 days I was in love with him. Friendship turned into companionship which led to pure bliss. I was in love with someone in Phoenix, Arizona. We never met face to face. Only constant phone conversations to the point, we fell asleep on the line every night together. Lasted about over a year. Until the arguments became hurtful, the love was all over the place and he grew impatient. The lying and hiding and frustration left me alone when he decided not to try any longer.

We don't talk anymore. He's living his own life, and now I'm trying to live mine without him. But what I don't understand are the feelings. There are still so many. We never touched, kissed, or even felt each other, but is was so real. Smiles brought by pure bliss in knowing you are loved. The accuracy of how well we really knew each other.. I've never had such a thing before. No one's ever known me so well.. And vice versa. We planned our life out, and in the end couldn't last long enough to see each other. But there's still that pulling feeling. Instead of my heart sinking, I feel a tug. A tingle in the back of my neck, down my spine. A jolt in my fingers from the rush I get when I crave his skin. And I know he feels it too. It was telepathic, when we'd think about each other. We were connected, and I still feel him so much. Everyone had their arguments, but our separate paths were a decision. We are no longer meant to be. But, knowing that there's someone out there who's loved me for my soul, and I too love him.. That's got to mean something right?

Hey, if I end up in Arizona... You guys will have some real soulmate philosophy to think about. Nothing is coincidental, all love is real at some point..