I'm so silly

I´m so silly! Last year I started the university. I procrastinated on math and then I decided not to enroll the next trimester and the next period that followed I enrolled.

Right now, I´m doing summer term, trying to improve math I. Oh, I forget to say something above, listen please. At my first trimester, I saw once a hunk, he had a appealing face, however, I thought: He isn´t my type, and all was over. Okay, returning to what I was saying, I´m in summer term and before I come in to my class, I greet whom I know. One of them has classes in a classroom close to mine with the difference that he´s seeing classes of math III or IV, I´m not sure, anyway. Looking in the direction of my acquaintance (since he´s only that), I´d like that he could see me like his friend. I don´t know how he sees me, I think that only like a girl, perhaps silly.

And I wish that he would be my friend because when I was looking at him (I had to see something), I saw in that moment a guy (the hunk), remember? I talked to you about that!

The hunk was wearing a pink t-shirt, but wow! in that moment I saw him as so chic and interesting! I have two weeks in summer! Last week, I saw the hunk before class but only from far away. This week, I have not had classes. I don´t miss him, I just want to see him again. I am so silly!!! I feel nothing in my heart and in my stomach. Next monday, I have to return to classes. I am hoping that someone will introduce to me the hunk!

He never has seen me, I guess. I don´t know why, but, oftentimes I need to be thinking of someone or entertained seeing a guy and sighing and getting nervous!

At the end, I leave, and in a few months or less I fall again in the same way.

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THE SILLY
STUPID GIRL.