Dear God

Dear God(Bethany) Dear God,
I hate you. Don't ask me why, but yes, i hate you. I want my mother back, kind and beautiful as she was. I want her to hug me, lovely and soft as she was. I want to feel her love and care again, for her to be with me when i stand alone. I want her to wipe my face, compete with me and lose the race. She used to look for me outside the gate...why were you in a hurry, couldn't you wait? She was there, even when I shut the door to her grace. Just be kind, and let me see her once more. She seems so far, my life without her has become a bore. Please send her back as I am alone, tell her i'm scared for fear of unknown. You've snatched my ultimate, can't you hear my cries my mom? Without you, the world is numb to me. To my name, you're the capital B. You're so powerful God, just find a way. To let me be with her for one more day...