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- Story Listed as: Fiction For Adults
- Theme: Love stories / Romance
- Subject: Childhood / Youth
- Published: 01/22/2014
When I loved you I lost you..
Born 1996, M, from Delhi, IndiaWhen I loved you I lost you……
Anirban Ghosh
“When I saw her I liked her,
When I liked her I loved her,
When I loved her I lost her”
- Anirban Ghosh
It was our college days. We eight were very good friends. I, Rohan, Ishaan, Disha, Neil, Proma, Diya and Dona were very good friends. We were in collage then. After some days we were going to a long drive, we have planned. Rohan loved Disha and Disha too loved Rohan but none told each-other. They were very good friends. But we all knew this. It was five days before we were going on a long drive. Once Disha wanted to stop this game of hide and seek and finally tell Rohan that if he loves her or has given his heart to some other girl. For this she got a beautiful chance. Rohan was standing in his roof and watching the moon. Disha came and sat beside him.
Disha said, “Rohan I want to tell you something but I am not able to tell for some days”.
Rohan said, “Don’t hesitate! Do I hesitate while telling you anything?
Disha said, “No! But….”.
Rohan said, “Tell no!”.
Disha said, “I don’t know how to tell….Actually…Rohan-n-n-n-n-nnn-n”.
Rohan said, “Just close your eyes and say what you want to say”.
Disha closed her eyes and said, “I want to-to-tell t-t-t-t-t-that—i-i-i-i-I l-l-love you, I want to say that I love you”.
Rohan held Disha’s hand and said, “I love you too”.
Disha hugged Rohan and Rohan kissed Disha on her lips. That’s how they became very good friends...I mean lovers…. Now, four days later, we all had planned to go for a holiday. We all were excited. It was night. Rohan was in Disha’s room. Everyone, in the college were sleeping. Rohan was awake along with Disha. He was teaching Disha some physics problems that Disha couldn’t understand. Rohan said, “Disha! It’s too late at night. I should go back to my room”.
Disha said, “Thanks we have completed all the sums”.
Rohan said, “I am going”.
Disha said, “Rohan please tomorrow also will you come. I have still some problems in Math”.
Rohan said, “Ok! 8:00p.m”.
Throughout the day we enjoyed in the college and Rohan and Disha were very happy with their love. In the evening again Rohan went to Disha’s room to study with her. I, Neil and Ishaan used to study in my room. We all were very happy friends. Rohan and Disha were studying. Disha said, “ Rohan! I miss my parents very much. I am here and they are so far…”. Rohan said, “They also miss us”. Disha said, “But you are near me. That’s why I am not missing anyone. That’s why we are happy”. Rohan said, “I promise to be with you for good”. Disha said, “In this whole college I believe you”. Disha hugged Rohan. Rohan kissed Disha. Some days passed. It was the day before which were going on a long drive.
Like every day, Rohan was studying with Disha. The night was very romantic. Cold breeze was blowing and drops of rain were there in the sky. Rohan was just looking at Disha. Disha was also looking at Rohan. Suddenly, Disha did what she had never done before. She took Rohan’s hands and put it on her breasts. Rohan went and sat close to Disha and kissed her in her neck. Disha didn’t stop Rohan. Rohan kissed Disha’s lips. They lay in bed. Rohan was kissing Disha’s shoulders. Disha closed her eyes. Disha took of her skirt and t-shirt and stood naked in front of Rohan. Rohan took off his shirt and pant. They lay in bed. Disha let Rohan kiss every-part of her body.
Late at night we all finished our small trip packing. My laptop was open. Suddenly, one message came in my mailbox. It was sent by Diya. I read the message:
Hye! Indro what’s up? We began to chat in mail..
I wrote the reply: Just finished packing..
Diya wrote: I have a question. Will you answer honestly?
I wrote in reply: Yes! By that way what’s the question?
Diya wrote: I am going to send you one of my photos and from there I shall ask you a question. You have to answer honestly.
When girls are telling any work of honesty, then surely think that there must be some dis-honesty..
I wrote: Send the photo.
She send me the photo and asked: This is one of my photos. Am I looking good here?
The picture came like a shock inside my heart. It was most beautiful image of a girl.
I wrote: You are looking damn hot here.
She wrote: Shut up! Thanks baby!...
We signed out from mail box. I said, “Rohan what about your affair with Disha?
He said, “Just fine and sexy..” I, Neil and Ishaan didn’t need a second to understand what had happened and smiled looking each-other.. Rohan said, “Guys! I am too excited. Tomorrow we are going on an adventure.”, I said, “And that also with your new BMW”. Rohan had bought a BMW before some days. He was going to take us with that car.
Early in the morning, we all got up.. We all were refreshed. I said, “Ready guys?”. Everyone cheered, “Yeah!”. We got up in Rohan’s car. Rohan was sitting in driver’s seat as he was going to drive. I sat beside him and others sat on back. The car was going in 60km/hr. I said, “Rohan its going too slow. BMWs are not made for slow driving. Drive very fast. Rohan increased the speed to 70km/hr. I said, “Man! Long drive is not a true long drive until it is cheered with beer. We took bear and drank and cheered a lot. Rohan increased speed to 80km/hr. I said, “ Hey, at what slow speed are you driving. Increase buddy increase!” Rohan increased the speed to 90km/hr. Neil said, “Keep increasing”. Rohan increased the speed to 100km/hr. A lot of dust was rising. There was a blazing sun in the sky. I said, “Increase more yaar!”. Rohan said, “Indro! It’s risky to increase more”. I said, “Risky is like whiskey. Take it. You will fill well”. Rohan became wild and increased the speed to 129km/hr. The car was going in extreme speed. One bus was coming from front. Rohan was drinking bear and thought that the road was blank. We all were drinking bears and singing. By irony of fate, our car went and hurt that bust. There was a loud sound. The doors broke and I fell. Disha was hurt with a window-pane. I fell out. All the window panes and doors of our car smashed into pieces. There was a loud sound. Neil was hurt with a rod. I and Rohan were safe and the door had broken and we have come out. My head was bleeding. When we saw the destruction we shouted and ran… Within few seconds everything have smashed into pieces.
I and Rohan went inside our car and saw all our friends were falling injured senselessly. Lots of passengers came out of bus and someone had had the thought to call the ambulance for emergency. Ambulance arrived and our six friends were laid in bed. The with bed-cover of bed became red with blood. The driver began to drive the ambulance very fast and within few hours we reached hospital. Disha’s condition was the worst .Rohan’s heart has broken into pieces. He was crying. Our six friends were taken to O.T. We were waiting outside. Rohan hugged me and said, “I am responsible”…I said, “Everything will be ok. Don’t cry yaar..”. Rohan was crying and I tried to convince him. After three hours doctor came out. We went and asked him, “How are the patients, doctor?”. Doctor said, “Everyone is ok and safe but that girl named Disha…. I think she will not survive.. She is badly hurt in brain”. Rohan howled and said, “No doctor! Then I shall die..Please doctor save her…”. Rohan hugged me and began to cry. After sometime we were given five munites to meet Disha. Rohan went and held Disha’s hand and was crying. Disha was senseless. Oxygen bottles were there and lots of injections kept for use. Rohan couldn’t see his die in front of him, in front of his eyes. He was not at all prepared to accept this bitter truth. Nurse said, “Now you have go out”. We were going out when Disha held Rohan’s hand. She had got back her sense. Rohan sat beside her. Disha said slowly, “Have you eaten something. You haven’t eaten till morning”. Rohan couldn’t spell a single word but kept crying looking at Disha. Disha said slowly, “My love! My heart! Don’t cry otherwise I shall fell badly….My heart will cry”. Rohan rubbed his tears and said, “Disha if you will survive, then I will survive, and if you will die then I shall also sacrifice my life…”.Suddenly, Disha began to take long breathes and couldn’t say anything. Rohan said, “Disha!”. He nurse pushed us out and we sat. A red light was on outside the O.T. Rohan was crying. I hugged him. After sometime, I brought some food. I said, “Rohan you have eaten nothing from morning. Take something”. Rohan said, “I don’t have hunger”. I too didn’t eat and threw the food in dustbin. Rohan’s love was burning in front of him. Different thoughts came in his mind. Will Disha survive? Or will she die? What will happen if she die? I shall die god! Rohan was broken from inside. I said, “Rohan nothing will happen. Everything will be ok”. Doctor came out after 2 more hours. I asked, “Doctor how is Disha?”. Doctor said, “Now everything is in god’s hand.. I don’t think we shall be able to save her”. Rohan didn’t cry anymore rather became very silent, very silent, didn’t say a word to anyone……I went in roof of hospital as I couldn’t see Rohan in that condition. I just prayed to God. Three hours late, I could hear the sound of footsteps in stairs.
I saw Rohan. He had a packet of sweets in his hand and smile in his face which clearly meant that Disha was well.. Love is like a throne. It pricks like a throne. Love’s not so easy...It’s a pain and such a magic which can change anyone…Anytime…Anywhere….
When I loved you I lost you..(Anirban Ghosh)
When I loved you I lost you……
Anirban Ghosh
“When I saw her I liked her,
When I liked her I loved her,
When I loved her I lost her”
- Anirban Ghosh
It was our college days. We eight were very good friends. I, Rohan, Ishaan, Disha, Neil, Proma, Diya and Dona were very good friends. We were in collage then. After some days we were going to a long drive, we have planned. Rohan loved Disha and Disha too loved Rohan but none told each-other. They were very good friends. But we all knew this. It was five days before we were going on a long drive. Once Disha wanted to stop this game of hide and seek and finally tell Rohan that if he loves her or has given his heart to some other girl. For this she got a beautiful chance. Rohan was standing in his roof and watching the moon. Disha came and sat beside him.
Disha said, “Rohan I want to tell you something but I am not able to tell for some days”.
Rohan said, “Don’t hesitate! Do I hesitate while telling you anything?
Disha said, “No! But….”.
Rohan said, “Tell no!”.
Disha said, “I don’t know how to tell….Actually…Rohan-n-n-n-n-nnn-n”.
Rohan said, “Just close your eyes and say what you want to say”.
Disha closed her eyes and said, “I want to-to-tell t-t-t-t-t-that—i-i-i-i-I l-l-love you, I want to say that I love you”.
Rohan held Disha’s hand and said, “I love you too”.
Disha hugged Rohan and Rohan kissed Disha on her lips. That’s how they became very good friends...I mean lovers…. Now, four days later, we all had planned to go for a holiday. We all were excited. It was night. Rohan was in Disha’s room. Everyone, in the college were sleeping. Rohan was awake along with Disha. He was teaching Disha some physics problems that Disha couldn’t understand. Rohan said, “Disha! It’s too late at night. I should go back to my room”.
Disha said, “Thanks we have completed all the sums”.
Rohan said, “I am going”.
Disha said, “Rohan please tomorrow also will you come. I have still some problems in Math”.
Rohan said, “Ok! 8:00p.m”.
Throughout the day we enjoyed in the college and Rohan and Disha were very happy with their love. In the evening again Rohan went to Disha’s room to study with her. I, Neil and Ishaan used to study in my room. We all were very happy friends. Rohan and Disha were studying. Disha said, “ Rohan! I miss my parents very much. I am here and they are so far…”. Rohan said, “They also miss us”. Disha said, “But you are near me. That’s why I am not missing anyone. That’s why we are happy”. Rohan said, “I promise to be with you for good”. Disha said, “In this whole college I believe you”. Disha hugged Rohan. Rohan kissed Disha. Some days passed. It was the day before which were going on a long drive.
Like every day, Rohan was studying with Disha. The night was very romantic. Cold breeze was blowing and drops of rain were there in the sky. Rohan was just looking at Disha. Disha was also looking at Rohan. Suddenly, Disha did what she had never done before. She took Rohan’s hands and put it on her breasts. Rohan went and sat close to Disha and kissed her in her neck. Disha didn’t stop Rohan. Rohan kissed Disha’s lips. They lay in bed. Rohan was kissing Disha’s shoulders. Disha closed her eyes. Disha took of her skirt and t-shirt and stood naked in front of Rohan. Rohan took off his shirt and pant. They lay in bed. Disha let Rohan kiss every-part of her body.
Late at night we all finished our small trip packing. My laptop was open. Suddenly, one message came in my mailbox. It was sent by Diya. I read the message:
Hye! Indro what’s up? We began to chat in mail..
I wrote the reply: Just finished packing..
Diya wrote: I have a question. Will you answer honestly?
I wrote in reply: Yes! By that way what’s the question?
Diya wrote: I am going to send you one of my photos and from there I shall ask you a question. You have to answer honestly.
When girls are telling any work of honesty, then surely think that there must be some dis-honesty..
I wrote: Send the photo.
She send me the photo and asked: This is one of my photos. Am I looking good here?
The picture came like a shock inside my heart. It was most beautiful image of a girl.
I wrote: You are looking damn hot here.
She wrote: Shut up! Thanks baby!...
We signed out from mail box. I said, “Rohan what about your affair with Disha?
He said, “Just fine and sexy..” I, Neil and Ishaan didn’t need a second to understand what had happened and smiled looking each-other.. Rohan said, “Guys! I am too excited. Tomorrow we are going on an adventure.”, I said, “And that also with your new BMW”. Rohan had bought a BMW before some days. He was going to take us with that car.
Early in the morning, we all got up.. We all were refreshed. I said, “Ready guys?”. Everyone cheered, “Yeah!”. We got up in Rohan’s car. Rohan was sitting in driver’s seat as he was going to drive. I sat beside him and others sat on back. The car was going in 60km/hr. I said, “Rohan its going too slow. BMWs are not made for slow driving. Drive very fast. Rohan increased the speed to 70km/hr. I said, “Man! Long drive is not a true long drive until it is cheered with beer. We took bear and drank and cheered a lot. Rohan increased speed to 80km/hr. I said, “ Hey, at what slow speed are you driving. Increase buddy increase!” Rohan increased the speed to 90km/hr. Neil said, “Keep increasing”. Rohan increased the speed to 100km/hr. A lot of dust was rising. There was a blazing sun in the sky. I said, “Increase more yaar!”. Rohan said, “Indro! It’s risky to increase more”. I said, “Risky is like whiskey. Take it. You will fill well”. Rohan became wild and increased the speed to 129km/hr. The car was going in extreme speed. One bus was coming from front. Rohan was drinking bear and thought that the road was blank. We all were drinking bears and singing. By irony of fate, our car went and hurt that bust. There was a loud sound. The doors broke and I fell. Disha was hurt with a window-pane. I fell out. All the window panes and doors of our car smashed into pieces. There was a loud sound. Neil was hurt with a rod. I and Rohan were safe and the door had broken and we have come out. My head was bleeding. When we saw the destruction we shouted and ran… Within few seconds everything have smashed into pieces.
I and Rohan went inside our car and saw all our friends were falling injured senselessly. Lots of passengers came out of bus and someone had had the thought to call the ambulance for emergency. Ambulance arrived and our six friends were laid in bed. The with bed-cover of bed became red with blood. The driver began to drive the ambulance very fast and within few hours we reached hospital. Disha’s condition was the worst .Rohan’s heart has broken into pieces. He was crying. Our six friends were taken to O.T. We were waiting outside. Rohan hugged me and said, “I am responsible”…I said, “Everything will be ok. Don’t cry yaar..”. Rohan was crying and I tried to convince him. After three hours doctor came out. We went and asked him, “How are the patients, doctor?”. Doctor said, “Everyone is ok and safe but that girl named Disha…. I think she will not survive.. She is badly hurt in brain”. Rohan howled and said, “No doctor! Then I shall die..Please doctor save her…”. Rohan hugged me and began to cry. After sometime we were given five munites to meet Disha. Rohan went and held Disha’s hand and was crying. Disha was senseless. Oxygen bottles were there and lots of injections kept for use. Rohan couldn’t see his die in front of him, in front of his eyes. He was not at all prepared to accept this bitter truth. Nurse said, “Now you have go out”. We were going out when Disha held Rohan’s hand. She had got back her sense. Rohan sat beside her. Disha said slowly, “Have you eaten something. You haven’t eaten till morning”. Rohan couldn’t spell a single word but kept crying looking at Disha. Disha said slowly, “My love! My heart! Don’t cry otherwise I shall fell badly….My heart will cry”. Rohan rubbed his tears and said, “Disha if you will survive, then I will survive, and if you will die then I shall also sacrifice my life…”.Suddenly, Disha began to take long breathes and couldn’t say anything. Rohan said, “Disha!”. He nurse pushed us out and we sat. A red light was on outside the O.T. Rohan was crying. I hugged him. After sometime, I brought some food. I said, “Rohan you have eaten nothing from morning. Take something”. Rohan said, “I don’t have hunger”. I too didn’t eat and threw the food in dustbin. Rohan’s love was burning in front of him. Different thoughts came in his mind. Will Disha survive? Or will she die? What will happen if she die? I shall die god! Rohan was broken from inside. I said, “Rohan nothing will happen. Everything will be ok”. Doctor came out after 2 more hours. I asked, “Doctor how is Disha?”. Doctor said, “Now everything is in god’s hand.. I don’t think we shall be able to save her”. Rohan didn’t cry anymore rather became very silent, very silent, didn’t say a word to anyone……I went in roof of hospital as I couldn’t see Rohan in that condition. I just prayed to God. Three hours late, I could hear the sound of footsteps in stairs.
I saw Rohan. He had a packet of sweets in his hand and smile in his face which clearly meant that Disha was well.. Love is like a throne. It pricks like a throne. Love’s not so easy...It’s a pain and such a magic which can change anyone…Anytime…Anywhere….
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