A prayer to god

A prayer to god(Caitlyn Marino) Dear god,

Please help my big sister get better. I am inspired by her and I don’t know what I would do without her guiding me through my daily problems. Mum is never around and dad passed away when I was 3. So she is there for me like a mother, father and a big sister. Please help the doctor find out what this disease is and help the doctor find a cure. Amen


Ever since my big sister was born she has had an unnatural disease. The doctors can't figure out what this is and what it has been caused by. If the doctor cant find a cure in the next month Jasmine is going to die. I'm home by myself waiting by the phone for a call from the doctor saying she has either made it through the night or she has passed away. 4 days have passed and I haven't moved from that same spot. I'm trying to build up the courage to go and see jasmine but I don’t want to see her like this. So I decide to go and see dad. I jumped on my bike and rode to the cemetery. I found dad and I sat beside him and talked to him. "Dad why did you have to leave when I was so young, I wish you were here so you could help me get through this. I think it was a bad choice marrying Mary because as soon as you were gone she abandoned me and jasmine. Well if jasmine dies I want you to take good care of her and let her know I am going to be fine." I rode to the hospital where I saw doctors and nurses crowding around jasmine's bed. The doctor pulled me aside and said, we have lost her. I didn’t believe him and went to talk to jasmine. She really had passed. I ran out of the hopsital crying and nearly vomiting. I ran for miles until I came to an old house by a cemetery. I decided to move in there hoping that jasmine will not be buried there. A few day passed and the state that jasmine was in scared my brain. Every time I close my eyes that’s all I see. This haunted me for many years. One night I was thinking, why am I still here? I could live happily with dad and jasmine. so I searched the house and I came across a gun. I held it to my head and pulled the trigger.