saddness

saddness(aniqah) Have you ever felt alone? Have you ever felt afraid? Have you ever wanted to leave this place and never come back again? Well you’re not alone and you don’t have to be afraid. You’re not the only one! Curled up on her bed, crying her eyes out, she was bullied at school and finally had enough. Sharp ridged teeth, pale like silver and cuts things to the bone. She got up and walked towards it and grabbed it tight. Holding it in one hand and sticking her arm out, she brings it closer to the vein. She stops and throws it on the ground. She sits at her desk and writes a goodbye note, saying:

I’m sorry I’m not perfect
I’m sorry I made mistakes
That’s why the world without me
Will be a better place

I’m judged
I’m mistreated
I’m sick of it all
Being suicidal has been a broken ball

Without the lights
Without the smiles
Without it all
My life has no purpose

I’m sorry for it all
You’ll not miss me
Believe me I know
You’ll be way happier

Without, this distractive ball.
Alone
Sad
Heart broken

What’s the use?
Life without me
It’s the best excuse
She stuck the note on her bed and walked towards the end. She picked it up again, staring at it for 5 minutes. She grabbed it and pressed deep on her vein. Slit it and she, well, never came back again. Next time you feel sad, you throw your tantrums for the most expensive thing and you think your life sucks. You never know, someone else’s life could be at its end. Niki, age 10 and was treated bad and went through so much. Isn’t alive today, so next time think again, because you never know.