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- Story Listed as: Fiction For Adults
- Theme: Drama / Human Interest
- Subject: Drama
- Published: 07/06/2014
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Born 1996, M, from Mandaluyong city, PhilippinesP.S. I LOVE YOU
“I see, it has been a year, they all left me, and now I’m all alone”
Three days after I left the hospital, I go to our old house to pay a visit, it was empty, every corner brings sadness, I check each room hoping that everything is just a dream that if I tried looking, they will be there, it’s painful, depressing and the silence is killing me, I want to cry but I can no longer shed a tears, maybe when I was in a coma, I cried every night until there’s no tears left. My name is Keima, 22 years old; I was in a coma for more than a year, why? It was around January last year, it was my 21st birthday I decided to bring my family and my girlfriend to a vacation, I was the driver of the car we rent, everything is fine, we are laughing and we really are having a good time, it’s too much fun that I never notice that a cliff is just before my eyes, it was too late, we fall from that Cliff, and the next thing I remember I was already in the hospital. She was my Fiancée, we already set the wedding, we have so many plans, but everything was taken away from me in a single day. I lost my father, my mother, my two siblings and the girl I love, she’s my first love and probably will be my last, she’s very caring, diligent and she is very kind, I love her so much. I tried to look for work, I tried to keep moving, just like my mother said “No matter what happens, look forward, keep moving, you might never know something is waiting for you” well, it’s easier said than done, there’s no longer point in living, there’s no one left, I’m all alone. It was around 4:00 am in the morning, I’m completely lost, I can’t end the pain, so I must end the pain, I go to the nearest bridge near our place, and jump right into the river without a slightly feel of hesitant. I was about to drown and I smiled “Finally, I can see you again” I lost my consciousness, when I wake up there’s a light, and I was thinking “Am I in heaven already?” then I hear a strange voice, it laughs so hard. So I get up and see who was it, it was a girl saying “Hi, my name is Tohka, I saved you while you are drowning, and what are you saying “heaven” this is my house” then laughs so hard, I ignored her and left without saying thank you or so. And this is the day where my depression and sadness turned into irritation and annoyance.
It’s been a day since the incident, and from that day on the girl who saved my life followed me everywhere I go, even in my home, I don’t know how she can enter my house even though I locked every doors and windows. And every morning she will be downstairs cooking breakfast for me, I always tell her not to enter someone’s house just like that and she will always say “I’ll be taking care of you”. Well as long as there’s no harm done I’m fine with it but even in my bath she will enter it without permission and always asked me if she could scrub my back, I always kick her out, she is so annoying that I wish she shouldn’t have saved me at all. One time, when I decided to go to a mall to… you know… think, what should I do with my life now I’m all alone, out of surprise while eating in a fast food restaurant she just sit in my table and asked if I can treat her food, I was trying to escape her that day that’s why I go to the mall, but she is so persistent, on our way home, I decided to go to the most dangerous route I could ever think of. Where there’s full of delinquents, gangs, and so much bad guys go could think of, I ran away from her, while running I hear her shout. So she followed me even in here, I go back to where she is and a bunch of guys is picking on her, I asked the guys even they could stop bullying her, but the guy from my back suddenly tries to land a punch but too bad for him, I was a amateur boxer back In my college days so instinctively I dodge the attack and finish them off with single blows then I hold Tohka’s hand then run, I asked her why is she so persistent on taking care of me, and I even told her that I’m a good-for-nothing guy, and out of nowhere she kiss me in my forehead then said “Goodnight” I was speechless the whole night, and I can’t sleep I feel like I know this sensation from that kiss, it reminds me of HER. The next morning when I go to the kitchen she’s not there, unlike the past few days. And she didn’t even come the whole day, I don’t know why but I think I’m worrying I decided to look for her around the streets and I saw her near the bridge where I tried to commit suicide, she was just standing there she looks depressed and sad, and she is looking in the beyond, as the sun set, she smiled a little and I feel like I saw an angel, this is the same sensation I felt when I first met my Girlfriend, this feeling is kind a nostalgia, she looked at me and told me “THIS IS NOT THE PLACE WHERE WE MET”. I don’t know what does it mean when she told me that, I can’t sleep that night again, the next morning she is there cooking again and down to my heart, at some point I can see a ray of light into this darkness, she is no longer annoying unlike the way she use to, she becomes sweeter and sweeter, I feel like I’m falling in love with her.
“This is confusing, why do they have the same aura, it’s depressing yet it so nostalgic” I want to know why I feel this way, the next morning, she’s there cooking breakfast again, I asked her, “can I date you?” but she turned me down, and told me “Wait, you’re too fast! Can you wait a little longer?” those lines were bugging me but I can’t remember where I heard those words. I go back to bed and I fallen asleep again, “I’m dreaming, I think I’m seeing her, she was smiling, the smile she always do when she’s teasing me”. Tohka woke me up and asked me “Why are you crying? Are you remembering her? You do really love her, don’t you?” and she smiled and told me, “Come on, suit up, wear your most favorite attire, then wait for me on that bridge, okay?” I was wondering why she told me that but even so I decided to go, so I pick all my favorite attires, I wear a white polo, with matching black jeans pants, and my favorite Vans shoes, I rush to the bridge and I’m the only one there, I wonder where she is. It’s already been 3 hours, and I waited for a couple of minutes but she didn’t come. That night, the depression returned to me. After a few minutes, I fell asleep and there’s another dream. Tohka was standing in front of me and I asked her “Tohka! Why you didn’t come last night on our meeting place? I waited for you” and she just look at me, she smiled and told me “I forgot to say goodbye, and this time I will do it correctly” she kissed me on my forehead. After that kiss I heard a cry, it was a baby.
And a letter,
“Dear Keima,
The moment you are reading this I already go back to heaven and grant my final wish, and God grant that wish, for me to go back to you, and to give you our child, on two conditions, first I need to change my identity before interacting to you and second, If the moment comes when you finally realizing that I am, Charisse. The wish will break and I will go back to heavens. The day I rescue you from that suicide was the day where I came back from heavens and to give you our child. I followed you every day, everywhere, and I even cook breakfast for you, Sorry for not coming on our date, yes it was supposed to be a date, but that is also the moment you realize that I was not an ordinary girl and I am not Tokha but Charisse, I know you never thought about it once but you feel it. So before I leave I talk to you in your dream, Last time, I didn’t say goodbye to you correctly, but this time, be happy, raise our child, don’t forget about me, I love you, Goodbye” I love you forever and always,
Your girlfriend
Charisse
P.S. I LOVE YOU,,
P.S. I LOVE YOU(Joshua Emmanuel B. Santos)
P.S. I LOVE YOU
“I see, it has been a year, they all left me, and now I’m all alone”
Three days after I left the hospital, I go to our old house to pay a visit, it was empty, every corner brings sadness, I check each room hoping that everything is just a dream that if I tried looking, they will be there, it’s painful, depressing and the silence is killing me, I want to cry but I can no longer shed a tears, maybe when I was in a coma, I cried every night until there’s no tears left. My name is Keima, 22 years old; I was in a coma for more than a year, why? It was around January last year, it was my 21st birthday I decided to bring my family and my girlfriend to a vacation, I was the driver of the car we rent, everything is fine, we are laughing and we really are having a good time, it’s too much fun that I never notice that a cliff is just before my eyes, it was too late, we fall from that Cliff, and the next thing I remember I was already in the hospital. She was my Fiancée, we already set the wedding, we have so many plans, but everything was taken away from me in a single day. I lost my father, my mother, my two siblings and the girl I love, she’s my first love and probably will be my last, she’s very caring, diligent and she is very kind, I love her so much. I tried to look for work, I tried to keep moving, just like my mother said “No matter what happens, look forward, keep moving, you might never know something is waiting for you” well, it’s easier said than done, there’s no longer point in living, there’s no one left, I’m all alone. It was around 4:00 am in the morning, I’m completely lost, I can’t end the pain, so I must end the pain, I go to the nearest bridge near our place, and jump right into the river without a slightly feel of hesitant. I was about to drown and I smiled “Finally, I can see you again” I lost my consciousness, when I wake up there’s a light, and I was thinking “Am I in heaven already?” then I hear a strange voice, it laughs so hard. So I get up and see who was it, it was a girl saying “Hi, my name is Tohka, I saved you while you are drowning, and what are you saying “heaven” this is my house” then laughs so hard, I ignored her and left without saying thank you or so. And this is the day where my depression and sadness turned into irritation and annoyance.
It’s been a day since the incident, and from that day on the girl who saved my life followed me everywhere I go, even in my home, I don’t know how she can enter my house even though I locked every doors and windows. And every morning she will be downstairs cooking breakfast for me, I always tell her not to enter someone’s house just like that and she will always say “I’ll be taking care of you”. Well as long as there’s no harm done I’m fine with it but even in my bath she will enter it without permission and always asked me if she could scrub my back, I always kick her out, she is so annoying that I wish she shouldn’t have saved me at all. One time, when I decided to go to a mall to… you know… think, what should I do with my life now I’m all alone, out of surprise while eating in a fast food restaurant she just sit in my table and asked if I can treat her food, I was trying to escape her that day that’s why I go to the mall, but she is so persistent, on our way home, I decided to go to the most dangerous route I could ever think of. Where there’s full of delinquents, gangs, and so much bad guys go could think of, I ran away from her, while running I hear her shout. So she followed me even in here, I go back to where she is and a bunch of guys is picking on her, I asked the guys even they could stop bullying her, but the guy from my back suddenly tries to land a punch but too bad for him, I was a amateur boxer back In my college days so instinctively I dodge the attack and finish them off with single blows then I hold Tohka’s hand then run, I asked her why is she so persistent on taking care of me, and I even told her that I’m a good-for-nothing guy, and out of nowhere she kiss me in my forehead then said “Goodnight” I was speechless the whole night, and I can’t sleep I feel like I know this sensation from that kiss, it reminds me of HER. The next morning when I go to the kitchen she’s not there, unlike the past few days. And she didn’t even come the whole day, I don’t know why but I think I’m worrying I decided to look for her around the streets and I saw her near the bridge where I tried to commit suicide, she was just standing there she looks depressed and sad, and she is looking in the beyond, as the sun set, she smiled a little and I feel like I saw an angel, this is the same sensation I felt when I first met my Girlfriend, this feeling is kind a nostalgia, she looked at me and told me “THIS IS NOT THE PLACE WHERE WE MET”. I don’t know what does it mean when she told me that, I can’t sleep that night again, the next morning she is there cooking again and down to my heart, at some point I can see a ray of light into this darkness, she is no longer annoying unlike the way she use to, she becomes sweeter and sweeter, I feel like I’m falling in love with her.
“This is confusing, why do they have the same aura, it’s depressing yet it so nostalgic” I want to know why I feel this way, the next morning, she’s there cooking breakfast again, I asked her, “can I date you?” but she turned me down, and told me “Wait, you’re too fast! Can you wait a little longer?” those lines were bugging me but I can’t remember where I heard those words. I go back to bed and I fallen asleep again, “I’m dreaming, I think I’m seeing her, she was smiling, the smile she always do when she’s teasing me”. Tohka woke me up and asked me “Why are you crying? Are you remembering her? You do really love her, don’t you?” and she smiled and told me, “Come on, suit up, wear your most favorite attire, then wait for me on that bridge, okay?” I was wondering why she told me that but even so I decided to go, so I pick all my favorite attires, I wear a white polo, with matching black jeans pants, and my favorite Vans shoes, I rush to the bridge and I’m the only one there, I wonder where she is. It’s already been 3 hours, and I waited for a couple of minutes but she didn’t come. That night, the depression returned to me. After a few minutes, I fell asleep and there’s another dream. Tohka was standing in front of me and I asked her “Tohka! Why you didn’t come last night on our meeting place? I waited for you” and she just look at me, she smiled and told me “I forgot to say goodbye, and this time I will do it correctly” she kissed me on my forehead. After that kiss I heard a cry, it was a baby.
And a letter,
“Dear Keima,
The moment you are reading this I already go back to heaven and grant my final wish, and God grant that wish, for me to go back to you, and to give you our child, on two conditions, first I need to change my identity before interacting to you and second, If the moment comes when you finally realizing that I am, Charisse. The wish will break and I will go back to heavens. The day I rescue you from that suicide was the day where I came back from heavens and to give you our child. I followed you every day, everywhere, and I even cook breakfast for you, Sorry for not coming on our date, yes it was supposed to be a date, but that is also the moment you realize that I was not an ordinary girl and I am not Tokha but Charisse, I know you never thought about it once but you feel it. So before I leave I talk to you in your dream, Last time, I didn’t say goodbye to you correctly, but this time, be happy, raise our child, don’t forget about me, I love you, Goodbye” I love you forever and always,
Your girlfriend
Charisse
P.S. I LOVE YOU,,
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