lost

lost(sarah) Everyone in this world has his/her story, own drama, everything.
And this is my story.
24 years ago a guy named Alex and his 10 year old son dean were sitting in the hallway outside the labor room. Alex was nervous, sweating and dean was just a kid looking around, wondering what’s going on and luckly he just found out ,When the nurse came out telling Alex ‘Congratulations! You’ve got a beautiful baby girl’ and that when he knew that he got a sister to look out for, who will fill the room next to him. He started to get jealous somehow but you know he can do nothing about it , she just came to this beautiful world. They were all together deciding what’s they are going to call her. Dean bursted out ‘Mary, call her Mary’ and they called her Mary. They called me Mary!. Don’t get me wrong, I like the name but it’s just too old fashioned like in the 50’s Come-on how come a brunette girl called Mary. Marys are always blonde you know, whatever, I don’t really care or in other words this never really bothered me much. My family was a normal family; in fact my life was just perfect. I grew up in California, I loved it there. It was quit; I had friends, family gathering in Christmas, holidays, going on dates, sneaking out of the house. And sneaking was the best of all because actually he used to help me a lot. He was a hell of a brother, not that kind of guys who were overprotective and very bossy. He was my best friend, closer to me than mum and dad even when he got married.
Mum died five years ago, right after my first year in college. The house went dark, really dark. My dad was always in his room, never coming out or even talking to me. He wasn’t there but dean was. We helped each other to get through this. And we did.
Just a year after a new baby was born. BEN DEAN WANCHISTER. He was the best of all. He got us out of our misery after mum’s death, even dad. We were happy again.
Days, months had passed. I moved with dean and his family to New York, and there where it all started. I met a guy named Sam. He was my high school crush. He is now a detective at New York police department.
Dean was accused of being a part of some gang in Afghanistan. He wasn’t a member but one of his good students was. They took him along. He was held as a prisoner for about a year. Until he was finally out. But he wasn’t dean I used to know, he wasn’t my brother anymore. He was scared, most of the time unconscious and doesn’t want to talk to anyone not even his son. Until he really got in one of those gangs. He became a terrorist. And there when I knew that the old dean is never coming back. I tried to get him out of this, in fact we all did but he just wouldn’t listen.
And one day, the police, squad broke into his house and there was gun fire all over the place, his people vs. squad. Then the worst of all has happened. Ben got shot and fell unconscious in Dean’s arm. Ben died, Meg (Dean’s wife) left us, dean was arrested and was found guilty for all the stuff he did.
He managed to break off prison last month. And he’s willing to kill Sam because actually Sam was one of the people who broke into his house and Dean wanted to kill him as a revenge for his son.
And here I am sitting in my room, writing my story having no idea what to do, how this is going to end. What side should I take? Dean is my brother, my dad, my best friend. Sam on the other hand is the love of my life my everything. And I am pretty sure he didn’t do it. I mean it was a raid the bullet Ben took could be from anyone’s gun and Sam told me that when they saw Ben he ordered his men to don’t shoot and I believe him. I feel like I am lost in an island and there is no way out of it without pain, either to loose Dean or Sam or to die so I don’t have to watch them killing each other.
Ring
I pick up the phone. ‘Hello’
‘Hey Mary I want to see to now’
‘Dean! Dean this isn’t right and u know the police is everywhere, they are going to follow me’
‘Mary please May ... I am tired and uhh and … I promise this is going to be the last’
‘Dean, what do you mean? Huh dean answer me, what you’re going to do?’
‘Mary meet me at my place in an hour’
‘Dean?’
The phone went dead.
I got dressed and I drove to his house. The house where Ben was born and died.
I got out of the car, I got in.
‘Dean!’
He ran into me, hugging me really tight to an extent that I can’t breathe.
‘Mary, I am sorry, I’m sorry for all the stuff I did. I didn’t mean to, they made me do it.’
‘I know Dean I know. I am sorry too.’
‘Then let’s escape, travel where you want to go’
‘Dean we can’t. They won’t…’
‘No Mary, we’ll start a new life, you’ll date again, get into college and I’ll find a job’
And this is it, I can’t take it anymore.
I burst out: ‘Dean you’re insane, we can’t do all of that even if we did travel we won’t be normal again. You’ve changed, I’ve changed I am not your little Mary anymore. What happened destroyed me too not only you Dean. Do you know I lived after you got arrested? Huh? Do you know? Do you know how I am stuck between you and the love of my life? Dean travelling isn’t the solution. It’ll never be.’
He’s crying, shaking: ’what do you want me to do?’
I swallowed hard but I had to say it, this is the only way: ’turn yourself in Dean’
‘No no. Do know what they are going to do to me. They are going to kill me and if they didn’t I’m going to be in prison for the rest of my life.’
I screamed: ‘at least you will be alive’
Boom Boom
‘Dean what is that’
‘I don’t know, get down, and get down’
He pulled himself over me, protecting me until they broke in. SQUAD
‘Dean, show us your face. Dean, don’t let us shoot.’
OMG! I know who this is! I know that voice. SAM! I can’t sit tight. I got up, Dean trying to not let me then I got up too, pointing his gun towards Sam.
And I found myself in the middle between the most important two in my life.
I looked to Sam furious: ‘you were following me’
‘I had to Mary’
‘OMG you were following me, you were using me to get to Dean. God this whole thing is a lie.’
‘No Mary no , I love you , I do but this , your brother , that’s my job , I need to finish it , so that we can be together , go back to normal.’
‘Normal ha-ha what normal, you’re kidding me! You are arresting my brother or killing him and then you want me to be normal. Define normal Sam.’
‎’you know what he did Mary’
‎’you tortured him’
‘That doesn’t give him the right to do what he did. Dean just put the gun down. There is no way out of this. We are all over the place.’
‘My men are all over the place too’. He looked around, they were everywhere. ‘You think I’m here alone. Ha-ha you are a dumb cop by the way.’ He looked to me. ‘I don’t know how you love him Mary’
‘Dean, stop!’
‘Dean put the gun down or I’ll shoot’
‘I’ll get out of here and I’ll talk Mary with me. You will never find me or her; you will stay out of our life forever.’
‘Mary, talk to him please or I’ll do something none of us will like’
I just stood there, couldn’t say a word. As much as I wanted to go with Dean far far away as much as I know that would never happen and he will end up killed. At least if he turns himself in, he could be alive.
‘Dean please, do it for me Dean, I love you and I won’t handle you being away or dead. Please Dean, I’m begging you stop what you are doing please stop.’
He looks at me, tears coming down. I have never seen him like that before. He is putting his gun down. OMG this is really working, he is doing it. And then one guy came shouting:’ you failed us Dean, we’ll handle it from here.’
A sudden pain I felt in my lungs. It hurts so much that I can’t stand up. I was shot. That bastard shot me. This all happens so fast that no one could have stopped him.
I fell into Sam’s arm. I could feel him holding me tightly, saying my name. But I can’t speak, I can’t move, I can only move my eyeballs. I looked around, I saw Dean on the floor, his hand cuffed around his back, crying and shouting. I look back at Sam finding him telling me to stay with him. I wanted to but I can’t. It was hard to even breathe. Until stopped feeling anything, no pain, nothing. I close my eyes and they were never open again.