me and my shadow(ajeet jaiswal) Shadow...! Everything has a shadow whether it is a living thing or non living..! but importance of shadow is so much that I can say in a line.. "when my shadow will disappear I will be no more"..means if I will die then my shadow will disappear..!

I am a kind of guy who is facing a problem from my childhood..! My name is ajeet jaiswal and I am from a small village..! But my grandfather brought me from that village to mumbai. i was living very happily with my grandparents. I was a very innocent and shy type of guy. but the day when problems entered to my life then it was like a 7 years curse. my aunty, the main character and the only reason of my whole distortion in life, she was not bad but we were not in her manner. i was in 6th class studying well and properly. A hell game started from that year. In our home daily fights and quarrel were being seen by me. I was very upset that our sweet and happy family is disturbed and violently scattered. i was feeling disturbed. In school I stopped playing with friends. I was knowing that I should not think on this. I never allowed this issue to be dominant on my studies and destroy them. I was studying well but I lost my happiness.

Being mentally assaulted by this situation I was lost in myself in a corner in a dark place where I was not getting the source how to come back and recreate my life with happiness. Now 7 years have been over and now I am not so much depressed but I still can't laugh with my whole soul. when I was going through this situation I learnt a lot from life. I was matured before the need. i lost my inner aroma which helps me to survive. Now I am studying in a degree college in bangalore. i got knowledge about what life is..! The only thing to love by everyone is to love yourself. when I walk on the road I see my shadow but I don't like that because there's no attraction in it...!

When we even see a shadow of an actor we can say which actor this is because of success..I still remember one line of a great actor that "I am not saying I am great, in fact you are the greatest, but I am lil better than you" I only learnt one thing from this line, that this actor does not have attitude but he has a great self confidence upon him. Always remember one thing, there's only two things in life... one is success and second is failure. if you will be successful love will eventually come along with respect, power...! if you will be a failure then only opposite will happen. Even if you will have everything. Then it will be snatched. when you walk on the road then when you look at your own shadow you should feel that positive vibes which will be felt when you successful, as you can tackle any problem. i travelled a lot in my country, I swiveled many places, I learnt a lot from many peoples, from my elders, youngers and even from many illiterate people. many students and people are there in world like me, I am searching my own way. Exploring many things researching on many topics....and one day will come when I will walk and I will love my shadow.....!!!

Thank you for reading..!! Next time new story with more good qualities. ..and don't remember to read my full upcoming love romance and heartbreak based story ...

thank you thank a lot..!!
Regards
~Ajeet jaiswal

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