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- Story Listed as: True Life For Adults
- Theme: Action & Adventure
- Subject: Life Experience
- Published: 08/06/2018
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When I was younger I wanted to be an artist. I even picked out a book at the library on how to draw the human figure, the book was filled with nude art so I got embarrassed and slid it under the front desk. I put it back, I was a young girl with a grown book.
As I got older my interest changed, I wanted to be an animator, a linguist, an interpreter, a Lawyer. I wanted to be that for a while since I was 11. I changed my mind when I got to my last year of high school. By then, I was homeschooling and finished through distance learning coursework where I designed my own curriculum, chose which books I wanted to use, and I had a coordinator to keep track of my work and credit to graduate. I finished on October 19, 2016, and graduated from North Atlantic Regional High School.
For a while I wanted to go to beauty school, that was also a long-term dream of mine, I had. I wanted to go to a top beauty school, or just any beauty school, to graduate, get licensed and one day have a salon and boutique of my own. I always wanted that and I wanted to be fluent in different languages like Spanish, French, Italian, the Romance languages, Hawaiian, Russian, German, Farsi, Turkish, I was working on that for a few days with a few language sites. I wanted to learn so many languages and more than that, I wanted to learn Arabic and Swedish as well. I have a lot of goals I want to achieve.
One day I would love to become a parent of 10 kids, I want 10 children of my own. I want to raise them to love books as much as I do and to love writing and learning. I would also love to get married. I always wanted to get married. I want a passionate marriage and I want to go on an exotic honeymoon.
After I got diagnosed with Schizophrenia, I sort of lost my strength and interest in life. I was not interested in anything. But now that I am getting better, I plan to get back out there in the world again. I want to start dating again and fall in love all over again.
I want to be passionately in love with someone that would lead to a beautiful wedding and honeymoon. I also want us to have 10 kids. This was my dream before I got sick. Of course to complete my other long list of goals before having such a large family. I would like to publish myself as a writer of multiple books, poems, songs, plays, articles and television shows. I also want my own blog, do radio, and publish my writing in many other formats, including newspaper.
I plan to still get into drawing and painting, and sculpting as soon as I learn how. I also would like to learn how to write music and play the violin and piano. I want to make music. My list doesn't end here. I also plan to go to college for a career or go to a writing school to learn how to publish articles, or I'll go to whatever school that catches my interest and I'll pursue a degree or graduate from that. I want to make six figures and be a millionaire soon, or a billionaire. I want to make it rich and wealthy. I want a fortune. I want to travel and get into modeling. I want to get paid big for that, and I want to recover from Schizophrenia. I don't want Schizophrenia to get me down because I want to inspire others to pursue their dreams as well no matter what they have or struggling with. I also want to live in a mansion and learn how to cook. I also plan to learn about wine and try them all. My goal is also to learn the Bible. That's my last goal. I also want to go rock-climbing, surfing, horseback riding and learn to pole dance. I want to have fun and have a sexy marriage with my husband. I want an erotic relationship with my husband, with adult toys, lingerie, and costumes. I want us to have fun.
Living with Schizophrenia(Lavita Williams)
When I was younger I wanted to be an artist. I even picked out a book at the library on how to draw the human figure, the book was filled with nude art so I got embarrassed and slid it under the front desk. I put it back, I was a young girl with a grown book.
As I got older my interest changed, I wanted to be an animator, a linguist, an interpreter, a Lawyer. I wanted to be that for a while since I was 11. I changed my mind when I got to my last year of high school. By then, I was homeschooling and finished through distance learning coursework where I designed my own curriculum, chose which books I wanted to use, and I had a coordinator to keep track of my work and credit to graduate. I finished on October 19, 2016, and graduated from North Atlantic Regional High School.
For a while I wanted to go to beauty school, that was also a long-term dream of mine, I had. I wanted to go to a top beauty school, or just any beauty school, to graduate, get licensed and one day have a salon and boutique of my own. I always wanted that and I wanted to be fluent in different languages like Spanish, French, Italian, the Romance languages, Hawaiian, Russian, German, Farsi, Turkish, I was working on that for a few days with a few language sites. I wanted to learn so many languages and more than that, I wanted to learn Arabic and Swedish as well. I have a lot of goals I want to achieve.
One day I would love to become a parent of 10 kids, I want 10 children of my own. I want to raise them to love books as much as I do and to love writing and learning. I would also love to get married. I always wanted to get married. I want a passionate marriage and I want to go on an exotic honeymoon.
After I got diagnosed with Schizophrenia, I sort of lost my strength and interest in life. I was not interested in anything. But now that I am getting better, I plan to get back out there in the world again. I want to start dating again and fall in love all over again.
I want to be passionately in love with someone that would lead to a beautiful wedding and honeymoon. I also want us to have 10 kids. This was my dream before I got sick. Of course to complete my other long list of goals before having such a large family. I would like to publish myself as a writer of multiple books, poems, songs, plays, articles and television shows. I also want my own blog, do radio, and publish my writing in many other formats, including newspaper.
I plan to still get into drawing and painting, and sculpting as soon as I learn how. I also would like to learn how to write music and play the violin and piano. I want to make music. My list doesn't end here. I also plan to go to college for a career or go to a writing school to learn how to publish articles, or I'll go to whatever school that catches my interest and I'll pursue a degree or graduate from that. I want to make six figures and be a millionaire soon, or a billionaire. I want to make it rich and wealthy. I want a fortune. I want to travel and get into modeling. I want to get paid big for that, and I want to recover from Schizophrenia. I don't want Schizophrenia to get me down because I want to inspire others to pursue their dreams as well no matter what they have or struggling with. I also want to live in a mansion and learn how to cook. I also plan to learn about wine and try them all. My goal is also to learn the Bible. That's my last goal. I also want to go rock-climbing, surfing, horseback riding and learn to pole dance. I want to have fun and have a sexy marriage with my husband. I want an erotic relationship with my husband, with adult toys, lingerie, and costumes. I want us to have fun.
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08/07/2018I think a lot of us want 'everything' too, Lavita. We want to try everything, be all we can be, learn all we can learn, and do all we can do within our lifetime. But if we try to think about everything all at once and keep bouncing around between all the things we want to be and do and have and experience, we may never achieve any of these things. Because in order to get things done, and really learn and grow, we have to focus on one thing at a time. I hope that you are able to focus your attention on what matters the most to you in your life, so that you are able to achieve your goals, one at a time....
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