Swear to God My Love is True

Swear to God My Love is True(Komilannaath) Joseph comes out from his lecture room. The moment he opens the door, he sees many new students standing with their parents. But before he sees other students, he sees a girl with an aqua blue dress. For the first time ever he feels something different when seeing a girl. At that same moment that girl saw him.

Then, he goes to the washroom and sees himself in front of the mirror and smiles. He is wondering about what his smile means. Is it love or affection? He goes again to lecture room. Before he enters his lecture room, he turns and looks at that girl. Wow…that girl is also looking at him. He enters in class with both hands tucked in front pockets with a smile. Lecture is going on but his mind is with that particular girl. He shares this matter with his friends. They get shocked and happy. They are shocked because this is the first time Joseph has fallen into love. After the lecture class end, he brings his friends quickly outside and wants to show them that girl. But the new students all went to the canteen. He brings them to the canteen and looks one by one. Finally he saw her and shows her to one of his friends, Bryan. Joseph wants to know about her. So he went to his college admin to get the name lists of new students. There are almost 120 girls. He saves all the girls names in his hand phone as a draft. Then Joseph logs in facebook and searches every name.

The beauty part is he got her name on the third try. Her name is Amanda. He gets so excited and adds her as his friend. The next day he just looks at her from far. That night he logs in again. He gets to know she accept his request. He shouted in happiness. He feels he is the happiest boy at that moment. The next day he braves himself and decides to talk to her. They introduce each other.


AFTER 3 WEEKS………

Joseph has his examination. He completes it. The next 2 weeks is holiday for Joseph and his batch mates. He feels sad because he is going to separate from Amanda for 2 weeks. Both of them missed each other. One day during holiday, when Joseph was at his home, he got a text message that was sent by Amanda. She asks him whether he can log in to facebook now because she wants to spend some time with him. It is around 1.30 am. He gets shocked but happy. While chatting he gets to know that she has no boyfriend now. But she has an ex boyfriend. She shares her past stories. One day her boyfriend says he doesn’t love her anymore because he found someone better than her. Once he hears her stories, he stands and dances happily for awhile. Then she asks about a method to study. He gives her some method to study. From there he gets to know that Amanda is having trouble in certain subjects. He says once he comes to campus he will give her some notes to study. She feels very happy and thanks him. The next day onwards they text each other and share about how their days are going on.

Joseph is back to campus after his holiday……

Joseph sees Amanda at the canteen and smiles. On that night he sits and talks with Amanda at a restaurant with candle light. Next morning he realizes that he just got a dream. He taps his head and smiles. On that same day he asks Amanda to come to the library because he wants to talk about her exam. They talk for 30 minutes.

Tomorrow is her exam. She looks so stressed. He decides to bring down her stress. He recalls what he studied for his exam recently. He rushes to his hostel to get the books and important points for the exam. It was damn heavy rain. He gets terribly wet. He brings all his books and important points to library. While running under the rain he put his books all inside his t-shirt to prevent his books from getting wet. It was slippery at the entrance of library. He didn't realize that and fell on the ground. All the students saw it. He smiles and enters the library. He hides what happened to him just now from Amanda. She thanks him for his books and caring. He gives her some motivations for tomorrows exam. She thanks him again.

The next day is her exam. He is waiting for her at the library. About 12.30 pm she comes to library after exam. She wants to prepare for tomorrows exam. There she sees Joseph. Once she sees him, her face changes to pale. She is not satisfied with her exam performance. She says she feels like she wants to cry. At that moment she takes her scarf and closes her nose and mouth. Joseph sees her eyes and gets attracted. He becomes speechless after just seeing her eyes. He freezes.

Suddenly her hand phone rings. It was her mom. She is talking with her mom. He still cannot forget the beautiful sight that was thrown by her to him. He says that is was a very beautiful sight that he had never seen before. Day by day they get close and get to know about each other. One day he decides to propose his love to her. He calls her and talks by hand phone because she went back to her home town for holidays. He does not know how to start. This is his first love. Slow and steady he opens his heart to her. He says everything since the beginning about how he feels toward her. He says besides her beauty he is also attracted with her character. He says he will take care of her until his last breath. He asks her to trust him. Finally he says, I LOVE YOU Amanda.

She just reply “hmmm..hmmm…Joseph, this is your first love that’s why you feel I’m the best. There are many other girls around. Why don’t you look for them? Sorry to hurt Joseph.”
Joseph replies “don’t say that, Amanda. I know you are the best for me. No hurry. take your time and decide. But please make my heart alive. Hope for good result, Amanda.”
On that day onwards the distances between them are getting longer and longer. This makes him so sad.

After 3 weeks…… he asks her decision. She gives him direct answer that she doesn’t have any feelings on him. He begs to her and says he will wait for her forever. She gives 3 hurt speeches which symbolize as slap.

1st, she asks what are the qualifications that you've got to propose to me?

2nd, she asks why you are begging for love, did I owe anything from you?

3rd, why Joseph are you being such a sarcastic person, how can you torture a person to fall for you?

She says she doesn’t want to get into any relationship.

He comes back to his hostel and shares her words with Bryan. Bryan hugs him and makes him calm. The sadness that Joseph buried in himself is starting to hurt him a lot. He cannot even cry loudly because Bryan is around. Joseph does not want to make Bryan to feel sad for him. He cries with closing his voice. Damn terrible moment for Joseph.

After one month, Joseph saw Amanda with Daniel, who studies the same batch with Amanda. They hug each other in front of him. This makes Joseph feel depressed and he just walks away with flowing down tears. He says to himself that whatever happens he will wait for her forever. True love is not born easily and it does not die easily, but it takes some time for a person to realize it.

Time is just going on. On February 21, 2012, there is an event called Gala Night Performance taking place at this college. All students from all different courses take part in this event. During dinner Joseph saw Daniel is walking with Amanda to a small park located in his campus.

At 11 pm, the event ends. Amanda's friends are searching for her. Suddenly, they saw a person lying on the ground at the park. They rushed there and saw Amanda is fainted with her mouth bleeding.

Her friends rushed her to hospital. She enters to emergency room. After 1 hour treatment the doctor comes out from the room and says nothing to worry about. But after this Amanda becomes mute because she got badly injured at her throat. Amanda's friends are really depressed. After some moments Amanda get to know her problem. She shouts and cries. She really cannot take it. Her friends calm her. Her friends ask her what happened. Since she cannot talk even a word she writes what happen on a piece of paper to her friends.

She wrote:
I hide many things from you. I really regret it. Daniel and I always argue for every small matter. Even he slaps me many times. The next day he will ask for forgiveness. I cannot understand him properly but I realize he is a psychosis patient. He never takes any proper treatment. Just now he calls me to pub. I say no to him because I do not like to go. I also worry about my future. He forced me until he slaps and kicks me. I still stand on my decision. The pressure given by him to me makes me to yell that Joseph is many times better than him. He is a gentleman, not rude as Daniel. Why must I mention Joseph’s name at that moment. I don’t know. This makes him so angry and pushes me to a bench. Then I hit my throat on that bench.

After reading what Amanda wrote, her friends say that Joseph is still waiting for her. He still loves her. Amanda cries for hurting Joseph badly.

Once Joseph gets to know, he rushes to hospital. Joseph and Bryan go there by car. While driving Joseph's tears fall down. Bryan calms him. Suddenly Joseph speeds and cannot control his car and bangs into a big tree. Once hit, the car’s front glass breaks and Joseph flies out of the car. Bryan has a small injury because he wears a seat belt. Joseph's head is bleeding. Bryan asks helps from others and brings Joseph to the same hospital where Amanda is admitted. The doctor tells them that Joseph's head is badly injured. He becomes blind and deaf because the nerves which are very important for eyesight and hearing are badly injured.


AFTER 2 WEEKS………

Bryan went to an orphanage to meet Joseph. Doctor decided to send him to orphanage because Joseph did not have anybody to take care of him. Bryan will meet Joseph daily at orphanage. The sad part is Bryan cannot even go near to Joseph and talks because Joseph cannot see who is the person that is standing near to him, so he feels uncomfortable and shouts for help. Overall, Joseph's life becomes behind the darkness. One day Amanda gets to know about Joseph. She's shocked and cries. She wants to meet Joseph. Bryan brings her to meet Joseph.

Once Amanda came to see Joseph, she starts to hide from him because she feels scared to see Joseph. Amanda braves herself and goes near to Joseph. She cries and cannot see a person who loves her in this bad situation. At that moment she feel she wants to be with him forever. Amanda cries and hugs Joseph. The sad part is once Amanda hugs Joseph with love, he feels uncomfortable and pushes her away. She feels so sad. She takes paper and writes that this is Amanda but Joseph cannot see it. Amanda begs to the workers at the orphanage to read loudly what she wrote so that Joseph understands, but he cannot hear.

The last time that Joseph and Amanda communicate is during the proposal of Joseph to Amanda. And today they split forever. Amanda and Joseph cannot share and communicate about any matters. They only can exchange their memories.