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- Story Listed as: True Life For Teens
- Theme: Survival / Success
- Subject: Adventure
- Published: 05/13/2012
Life
Born 1993, F, from Kuala Lumpur, MalaysiaThere I was again. Trying to absorb as much as I could from the books. I looked at the time. 2.15 a.m.. I had a physics exam the next day. I sighed and continued. 'MOnochromatic light meant a light with one wave length or colour' I read to myself. The exams had already started about a week ago.. Both my language exams, and my mathematics exams, I have succesfully completed. My History exam today was a disaster. I had forgotten all the facts and I mixed up my answers. Things aren't looking too good.
I need to do well for my other subjects. I can't copy this time. My location in class had already been changed and now I am right under the teacher's nose unfortunately. I stopped. My mind lingering to all the other parts of the world. I think I went as far as Paris. I thought about school life that is about to end in a few months. I thought about my SPM examination that I am to sit for this year in another four months. I am so not prepared.
The SPM examination means everything to me. My excellent results in my earlier major exams has increased everyone's high hopes on me. "Straight A's child! YOu can do this!" my uncle's words rang in my head. It's just, this exam, it's not the same like the other two. I didn't have to go for tuition then and I managed to do well. Now, I am suffering. Cramming my head with tuitions, homework. Biology, Physics, Add Math??? My parents are expecting me to do extremely well. What was I going to do? I was having a hard time covering all my subjects. I faced alot of trouble in doing my Add Maths, Physics and Chemistry. My mind just can't seem to come to allignment with all these mathematical, chemical and science subjects.
I remember crying the other day because I just couldn't seem to remember everything before exams. I didn't even know what i wanted to do with my life in the first place. EVeryone has a dream, or an ambition, but me? I'm totally blank and have not even the slightest idea what i would like to be in the future. It's sad. I used to think of becoming a singer. THen, lately, the interest to become one is slowly dying off. My mum and boyfriend think that it is a total waste of time. Doctor? ENgineer? NO WAY! so many criterias. I want to do something I love to do. SOmething I like. SOmething I would never get bored doing. Something I am confident in and I won't worry when I'm doing it. BUt.... Oh well... It was just all so complicated.
I looked up again. 3:30 a.m. GReat! another wasted time of studying. More like dreaming. I still haven't managed to cover my form four chapters. I hope I can remember the little I know. I need to pass this exam. I screwed up my frist term. I closed my books. Walked up to my room. As I lay on my bed waiting for my sleepy eyes to overpower me, I counted the many hours more to exams. I pictured myself on the table opening the question paper. I sighed. I didn't have a choice, I was going to have to face it tomorrow no matter what. My fate, I can't run away from. I turned and cuddled in my blanket, a tear dropped from my eye as I thought about all that was going to happen for the next two weeks of exams.. "Grace..JEsus.. It's all I need right now. JUst 1 small drop of your Grace Jesus. I just can't do this anymore." I uttered those words silently to myself before being snatched away into dreamland.
Life(Chello)
There I was again. Trying to absorb as much as I could from the books. I looked at the time. 2.15 a.m.. I had a physics exam the next day. I sighed and continued. 'MOnochromatic light meant a light with one wave length or colour' I read to myself. The exams had already started about a week ago.. Both my language exams, and my mathematics exams, I have succesfully completed. My History exam today was a disaster. I had forgotten all the facts and I mixed up my answers. Things aren't looking too good.
I need to do well for my other subjects. I can't copy this time. My location in class had already been changed and now I am right under the teacher's nose unfortunately. I stopped. My mind lingering to all the other parts of the world. I think I went as far as Paris. I thought about school life that is about to end in a few months. I thought about my SPM examination that I am to sit for this year in another four months. I am so not prepared.
The SPM examination means everything to me. My excellent results in my earlier major exams has increased everyone's high hopes on me. "Straight A's child! YOu can do this!" my uncle's words rang in my head. It's just, this exam, it's not the same like the other two. I didn't have to go for tuition then and I managed to do well. Now, I am suffering. Cramming my head with tuitions, homework. Biology, Physics, Add Math??? My parents are expecting me to do extremely well. What was I going to do? I was having a hard time covering all my subjects. I faced alot of trouble in doing my Add Maths, Physics and Chemistry. My mind just can't seem to come to allignment with all these mathematical, chemical and science subjects.
I remember crying the other day because I just couldn't seem to remember everything before exams. I didn't even know what i wanted to do with my life in the first place. EVeryone has a dream, or an ambition, but me? I'm totally blank and have not even the slightest idea what i would like to be in the future. It's sad. I used to think of becoming a singer. THen, lately, the interest to become one is slowly dying off. My mum and boyfriend think that it is a total waste of time. Doctor? ENgineer? NO WAY! so many criterias. I want to do something I love to do. SOmething I like. SOmething I would never get bored doing. Something I am confident in and I won't worry when I'm doing it. BUt.... Oh well... It was just all so complicated.
I looked up again. 3:30 a.m. GReat! another wasted time of studying. More like dreaming. I still haven't managed to cover my form four chapters. I hope I can remember the little I know. I need to pass this exam. I screwed up my frist term. I closed my books. Walked up to my room. As I lay on my bed waiting for my sleepy eyes to overpower me, I counted the many hours more to exams. I pictured myself on the table opening the question paper. I sighed. I didn't have a choice, I was going to have to face it tomorrow no matter what. My fate, I can't run away from. I turned and cuddled in my blanket, a tear dropped from my eye as I thought about all that was going to happen for the next two weeks of exams.. "Grace..JEsus.. It's all I need right now. JUst 1 small drop of your Grace Jesus. I just can't do this anymore." I uttered those words silently to myself before being snatched away into dreamland.
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