She loves me... She loves me not...(Hasan Abbas Rizvi) "Do you love me?", Sara asked Rohan outside the coffee shop at the airport while sipping black coffee.

It was June 2010, when Zac Nelson, Angeline Mc'Cliff and Sarah Tiffany graduated from Seneca College, spent a long time of their lives together and had bright ideas in mind for their actual professional life.

"Where do you intend to continue your studies?", Angeline asked Zac at the farewell party of the college. Angeline has always been too close to him and they were always found together doing anything in the premises or out in the world. They were childhood friends and even studied together. They both shared everything of their lives with each other and helped each other in every hard time of their lives. As they were graduating she asked to accompany him in his professional life too.

"Tyndale, I intend to continue my studies at Tyndale University," he answered.

"Oh! that's cool, I will take admission in the same then," Angeline replied.

"Hahahaha, I knew this! When will you leave me bitch?", Zac said gibing. "Oh never, I will never leave you alone!", she replied laughing, when Sarah called him to the poolside.

He saw Sarah moving with a stud in the corridor and was a bit shocked, but more happy to see her in the same university after about a week.

"I saw Sarah moving in the corridor this morning," Zac messaged Angeline from the cafeteria when she was taking some class.

"Oh! so she is here? But why did she take admission in this university? Ahaan! For you, Zac, for you," Angeline teased Zac the same night chatting on Facebook.

"So you finally start bitching again? You never did anything good for me, just sat back and made fun of my feelings, again doing the same, huh?, making fun of my feelings, my love and my happiness. Go and sleep, bye!", Zac replied to her emotionally.

He once told Angeline in early college days that he really liked the girl wearing black upper and blue jeans with pumps and a medium sized black handbag moving with a couple of her friends from another section and asked her to collect any possible information about her, and was amazed to know every detail of her from Angeline. She and Zac become friends in actually a very short time. Angeline teases him at times, but that was all fun and nobody took that serious. "Can we be friends?", Zac asked Sarah, after some meetings after class and some chats on Facebook. Sarah was mildly egoistic and a high class beautiful girl who actually didn't bother with low profile people, mostly. But as far as we know the characteristic of men, they need someone somewhere in their life to accompany them, or we may say to time pass with. "Yeah sure, weren't we before? Actually, I like you as a person, you are simple and sweet just as my other friends are," Sarah's reply was unexpected and became the conclusion of Zac's feelings for her. He started assuming that she loves him as he does her with all his heart. "Sarah likes me too," he told Angeline the same night. "Oh c'mon, she is choosy and an egoistic high class dolt, why does she like you? She's playing with you and your feelings and will do bad in the future. I know these types of girls, they're all alike," Angeline replied to Zac.

Perhaps she was right, but Zac's love was blind. "Ahh! you started again? She herself told me this and you're concluding this over your own supposition? I love her with all my heart and so does she love me. I will do anything for her good and for this relationship. We'll live happily and comforted. I will even take admission in the same university in which she would and don't you dare predict anything bad or I'll kill you at your place right now".

"Hmm..he's cool, I would love to be his girlfriend...", she passed an evil smile to Sandy and Kim while watching Rohan Brandy moving to the parking area of the university. "Excuse me, may I sit here?", she asked Rohan the very next day in class. "Yeah, sure", he replied. After some classes and meetings, they become good friends. Rohan was a friendly and caring person and they become closer shortly. Rohan picked up Sarah from the university, followed by many after university events and parties and it was the same routine habit when Zac saw Sarah moving in the corridor with Rohan and messaged Angeline.

"College life is amazing, I wish it wouldn't end. I got many pearls here that I never want to lose," Zac said to Sarah. "I too love this place, but being professional we all have to move forward for our goals," she replied. "Hmm you are right, actually I want to tell you tonight that you're always right. I adore your personality and you're as close and dear to me as any other mate," Zac revealed his feelings after a long gap of silence in the farewell party at poolside, but they were not new for Sarah and she took these feelings as normally as anything and replied, "Oh Thank you, I really like you for this. You are lucky enough to have me and Angeline as well". Zac took this statement of Sarah all wrong, he thought to himself that maybe she doesn't like my friendship with Angeline as we both even overwhelm it a lot. He never shared this with Angeline, but started being a bit reserved from her, though he took everything wrong that Sarah said, so this was not too shocking for anyone. In the result he cut off himself a bit from both girls for a period of a month feeling guilty to make Sarah upset and not to make Angeline upset and in the meantime expenditure from college and admissions in universities started.

The meetings with Rohan started becoming informal and Sarah mistook Rohan's friendly statements. She thought that he was taking interest in her and they'd be a couple in the future.

"Oh, that's Rohan! my class mate and a very close friend of mine," Sarah clarified it to Zac when he investigated his insecurity on Facebook, on 22nd December, when she was online with her cellphone from airport, to depart her friend. Coincidentally Zac too lives near the airport and ought to meet her after this conversation. "Oh, I never met him, how is he by nature? I mean in a general way, and how much time have you been friends with him? I think he picks you up for the university as well?". Sarah was smart enough to judge Zac's questions. She asked him without any hesitation, "What do you actually want to ask? Are you giving some sort of signs? Or are you blaming me for anything?". "Actually I am sorry you misunderstood me, I am not giving any signs or blaming you for anything. I was just noticing this for a week or two that you're taking special interest in him and being just a bit curious to know about him as I think any of the couples out there share everything while carrying a relation.."

After listening to this Sarah lost control of herself, since she never even thought of having a relationship with Zac. But after knowing this, she ought to give this thing a quick end before he thinks more over this. Unaware of his feelings, she started "Mr. Zac Nelson, talking to you, meeting you, chatting with you, doesn't create any feelings in my heart, we only like people when we find something special in them or when they attract us that way, we just can't label an overnight friendship a relationship. I was being kind and generous to you because I think you're as any of my other close friends, but seriously we can't love anyone when we don't have feelings for them," maybe Sarah clarified her own status here.

"I'll be leaving for the USA tomorrow to meet my family," Rohan informed Sarah at his place while packing his stuff after she had arrived coincidentally. It was 22nd December and she wanted to express her love for him this Christmas, but after knowing of his departure, she thought to give this a shot that same night at the airport. "Oh! I'll be coming to see you off," Sarah informed him. "Oh! sure, the flight is of 23rd December 04 o'clock".

He was at the coffee shop when she checked her Facebook from her cellphone and all that Zac's scene happened at once and she threw her cellphone away. Rohan was unaware of all this, and when he returned Sarah asked him in a glance, "Do you love me?" Rohan spit his coffee and was shocked on this question. However, he never discussed his personal life with anyone, but that doesn't mean that his heart is vacant. He started in a mid angry tone, "Ms. Sarah Tiffany, talking to you, meeting you, chatting with you, doesn't create any feelings in my heart, we only like people when we find something special in them or when they attract us that way, we just can't label an overnight friendship, a relationship. I was being kind and generous to you because I think you're as any of my other close friends, but seriously, we can't love anyone when we don't have feelings for them."

Sarah lost her consciousness over this. She'd said this to someone else minutes before. He continued, "I am engaged with my immediate cousin and we love each other with all our hearts. We were good friends like you and me, but that special attention and attraction factor developed between us and we started loving each other the same day. I am totally hers and one of the reasons of my departure is her. I love her a lot and I am sorry for your feelings, but my heart is not vacant. I need to go. Good-bye and Take care."

Since Sarah disconnected, Zac opted to suicide and took a number of sleeping pills that started their effect when the room door knocked and Angeline arrived after a long time to meet him and bemused after seeing this all. Where as Rohan left for boarding and Sarah returned to the parking area crying and repenting her fate and started driving for her place. "Sarah.. Airport.. She loves me.. loves me.. She loves.. loves me not", Zac kept on repeating this before losing his consciousness and Angeline was trying to get a clue out of this, so she started to drive to the airport but..

"Sorry Ma'am, we can't operate on her legs. This loss is for her life, forever", the Doctor informed Angeline when she brought Sara to the hospital after an accident which she saw while driving to the airport. "Was Zac with you last night? How is he? I am ashamed of everything I said to him and repent the way I treated his feelings. Will he forgive me? Where is he?", Sarah inquired of Angeline the next morning when she became conscious. Angeline came closer to her bed and said; "He saw you for once last night and never blinked again. He left us, he's dead!".

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